viernes, 17 de diciembre de 2010

Lo patético

solo porque me duele muchisimo la cabeza y no puedo dormir aún voy a comenzar con una sección nueva (?) en este blog que tratará de cosas patéticas, como ser:

1) contarle a todo el mundo cuando menstruas es patético, asqueroso e innecesario.
2) conocer a alguien, tener sexo y no cuidarte es patético pero peor aún es dejarla embarazada.
3) mirarte al espejo y verte gorda y fea cuando después vas y te morfas un kilo de helado sola, es patético.
4) estudiar y no presentarse a los exámenes, es más que patético.
5) cambiar el estado de facebook después de una pelea con tu pareja para volver a cambiarlo a las horas cuando ya se "arreglaron" es patético.
6) revisar el facebook cada 10 minutos a ver si alguien te escribió es patético... pero peor aún es ponerte triste si nadie lo hizo.
7) vivir de los demás es patético.
8) la envidia, es patética.
9) ser gay y no asumirlo, es patético.
10) histeriquear, es patético.
11) hacerte el que hablás bien un idioma cuando no tenes ni idea, es patético.
12) pedir consejos y hacer todo lo contrario a lo que te recomiendan, es patético.
13) no hacerse cargo, es patético.
14) ser ignorante, es patético.
15) llamar a tu ex por teléfono y cortar solo para escucharlo/a, es patético.


y así... seguiremos sumando cosas con la colaboración de la gente (?)

Gracias :)

miércoles, 1 de diciembre de 2010

Ahí es

Cuando todo me supera y siento que me pierdo,
cuando espero más de lo que recibo de la gente,
cuando me desilusiono y no sé qué hacer ni que elegir.
Cuando tengo miedo y cuando la confusion me invade...

pero también cuando todo es calmo y "correcto",
cuando todo es como se supone "debería" ser,
cuando todo es muy "perfecto" y "cómodo".

Ahi es cuando soy realmente un peligro...
Ahi es cuando todo puede explotar.
Ahi es cuando quiero escapar...

martes, 23 de noviembre de 2010

martes, 19 de octubre de 2010

So much to say

I say my hell is the closet I'm stuck inside
Can't see the light

And my heaven is a nice house in the sky
I got central heating and I'm alright
Yeah yeah yeah can't see the light
Keep it locked up inside don't talk about it
T-t-talk about the weather

Yeah yeah yeah
Open up my head and let me out little baby
'Cos here we have been standing for a long long time
Can't see the light
Treading trodden trails for a long long time, time, time, time, time, time, time


I find sometimes it's easy to be myself
Sometimes I find it's better to be somebody else


I see you young and soft oh little baby
Little feet, little feet, little hands little baby
One year of crying and the words creep up inside
Creep into your mind yeah
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
'Cos here we have been standing for a long long time
Can't see the light
Treading trodden trails for a long long time...........

I find sometimes it's easy to be myself
Sometimes I find it's better to be somebody else

So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say ohh
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
Little baby ahh
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
Little feet little hands little baby
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say

Open up my head and let me out little baby

Save the world

I got to confess, sometimes I'm a mess
And sometimes I step out of line
Like this old tattoo I ain't shinny or new
With you by my side nothing matters...

jueves, 14 de octubre de 2010

Home is where the heart is

Según un test mi casa ideal dice de mi:

웃 : Tu casa le dice al mundo que tú debes ser líder.
웃 : Eres un amante de la libertad y una persona fuerte.
웃 : Hablas mucho y eres sociable.
웃 : Eres una persona muy organizada.
웃 : Tu vida siempre está llena de cambios.
웃 : Evitas estar solo y buscas la compañía de los demás cuando es posible.
웃 : Te gusta la emoción y la creas dondequiera que vas.
웃 : Eres una persona extraordinaria pero con los pies en la tierra.
웃 : Tu carácter es fuerte y tendrás éxito en asuntos importantes, sin enfrentarte a muchas dificultades.
웃 : Tienes una personalidad fuerte y te gusta dirigir, controlar e influir a los demás.
웃 : Pusiste una flor en tu dibujo. La flor significa que anhelas el amor.
웃 : Eres una persona sensual, sexual y muy pasional en la intimidad.
웃 : No piensas mucho en ti.


ponele que tanto no se equivoca... ponele...

martes, 5 de octubre de 2010

Late regrets

'How could I've imagined that a girl as beautiful as that would aproach me because she wanted more than a chat with me? She was way beyond my expectations and above all she was real and interested in me. She smelled like flowers ought to smell and her hair moved with the breeze of a summer night. She was too perfect.'

'What did you do?'

'I talked to her. As if she was a normal person but she wasn't. She was the ONE, the only one... but things are never what we expect them to be, you know?'

'Yeah, I know. But tell me more!'

'Well, eventually I understood she had feelings for me. I had my head above the clouds. Her scent, her eyes and her ways were so unconventional. She captured me in every possible way and yet I was such a coward... She was mine and I lost her...'

'How come grandpa?'

'It's a long and sad story. There were many things in between us and timing was never our friend. We tried but circumstances were stronger than us, they prevented our love from being fullfilled. I didn't fight enough, now I know that... so that's why I'm telling you this boy:

"Don't let her go away. Fight for her if you feel she's the one, if your heart aches when she cries and if you die everytime she says goodbye. Fight your her if you feel alive when she smiles and you cry when she is sad. Try to get her back if someone tries to steal her from you and never, never let her down for she will always be true to you."
I swear grandpa!

jueves, 23 de septiembre de 2010

Win

I choose my battles and fight till the end.
I'm going to win this battle too...

I'm going to have a better life...
I always get what I want...
I'm going to have it all...
and that includes...
...YOU...
♥♥♥

domingo, 19 de septiembre de 2010

Llevame ♥

Puedes sentarte cerca

pronto oscurecera
los ruidos son escasos
hay viento afuera

cuanto podre acercarme?

sin que te muevas
no es necesario todo
no es lo que esperas

llevame, haz crecer mi corazon

y usalo si es que el tuyo se rompio

puedes sentarte cerca

pronto oscurecera
los ruidos son escasos
hay viento afuera

cuanto podre acercarme?

sin que te muevas
no es necesario todo
no es lo que esperas

llevame, haz crecer mi corazon

y usalo si es que el tuyo se rompio

no estas bien

lo que quieras pidelo
buscame cuando no te encuentres vos

miércoles, 15 de septiembre de 2010

1 vez +

El pasado que dejó sus huellas en mi profundamente marcadas... ya no está presente, duerme en algún lugar que desconozco y es algo asi como un alivio haberme acostumbrado al dolor, hacerme practicamente inmune. Leer cosas viejas y recordar lo bueno, asegurarme que lo que fue, FUE y siempre será así...
Yo no sé olvidar, tengo memoria de elefante y no puedo cambiar... honestamente tampoco quiero ya. El pasado es antecedente de mi presente. Me enseña y me fortalece, ahora soy diferente pero sigo siendo la misma. Porque mi escencia es inmortal. Sé bien que es lo que quiero para mi futuro porque mi pasado y mi presente me lo muestran.

1 vez +

martes, 14 de septiembre de 2010

Your Emotions

I've heard all this before
I've heard all this before
Your emotions make you a monster
Your emotions make you a monster
Your emotions make you a monster
Your emotions make you a monster

Rain

I've come to realize what the real reason for me liking the rain so much is.

I love the rain because it hides my tears.
I love the rain because it hides my fears.
I love the rain because it makes me forget my pain.

When I'm alone I tend to go out and walk
Somehow the rain washes away my sins
and when I cry, nobody knows.

She touches my face and tells me I have to go on,
that there's much more...
She wets my hair and advises me to forget it all.

I also envy the rain because she does what she wants and not what she could,
I wish someday I could be rain and wash it all away.

lunes, 13 de septiembre de 2010

I would

I would do it
I really would if circumstances were different...

I just sometimes can't take this anymore,
doing all I can to please everybody and not getting anything in return.
Crying alone so as not to bother people and because I don't want to explain what I know they won't understand, smiling my way into society as if I was really happy and shit like that.
I just sometimes can't do this anymore.
I just sometimes don't want to anymore.

I would... I really would if only...

I'm here!

jueves, 2 de septiembre de 2010

domingo, 29 de agosto de 2010

1

Mil cosas pasaron en mi vida y unas tantas más pasarán. Me gustaría que vos te quedaras conmigo hasta el final del camino y tal vez un rato más.

Te amo 365 veces más que el día en el que todo cambió. ♥♪

miércoles, 25 de agosto de 2010

Romeo and Juliet


Encontré esta imagen en la net y me hizo acordar a esta canción:

A lovestruck Romeo, sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

Juliet says, "Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack"
He's underneath the window, she's singing
Hey, la, my boyfriend's back"
You shouldn't come around here, singing up at people like that
Anyway what you gonna do about it?

Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet and you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin
Now you just say, "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him"

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, "I love you till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

I can't do the talk like the talk on the TV
And I can't do a love song like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything but I'd do anything for you
I Can't do anything except be in love with you

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, the bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

A lovestruck Romeo, he sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
He says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

martes, 24 de agosto de 2010

Lullaby for you...

Babe just don't be blue,
Gal's gonna sing you a lullaby.
Be still, be calm, be quiet now my precious boy.
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more.

Hush my love now don’t you cry
Everything will be all right
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep

As I drift off to your world
Will rest in peaceful sleep
I know there’s one thing that you showed me
Just give love to all. Let's give love to all.

Kiss your past good-bye

Finders keepers losers weep
Down on 42nd Street
Oh, bare-foot children cryin' my,oh,my
I watched you on the avenue
While other men were having you
I think that you should let your caged bird fly

And Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye, yeah
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye

I've been so lost I must confess
I've had my share of loneliness
But yeah, it's hard to keep a good man down
The loves you lost were all in vain
The past lives on inside your brain
I don't think you need those memories hangin round
Yeah


Good-bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
You gotta let it fly
And Kiss Your Past Good-Bye

(Oh, Kiss Your Past Good-Bye)

And if that bird don't fly away
There's just one thing I got to say

It's later than a deuce of ticks
Your broken heart, it needs a fix
You're feedin' off a high that would not last
And people they don't seem to care
And sorry just don't cut it, yeah
It seems to me you're gettin' nowhere fast

So Kiss...Your...Past
Or kiss your ass good-bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
It's no marks if you cry

Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Or kiss your ass good-bye
Yeah

jueves, 19 de agosto de 2010

compound of things

shivers
blushes
trails
laughter
looks
kisses
tension
emotions
shared things
music
thoughts

among other things make life better,
it's all about the small things,

no doubt about that ♥

jueves, 12 de agosto de 2010

Resolución

Huellas en la arena
Rápidamente borradas;
La mentalidad de la costa.

Ir a la playa significa caminar al aire fresco, escuchar el sonido de las olas, sentir la arena rechinar bajo nuestros pies. La delgada cinta entre la tierra y el océano es un lugar perfecto para entender la mentalidad de la sabiduría. Tal como hay un balance dinámico entre la arena y el agua, así también hay un equilibrio dinámico entre el lado inactivo y el lado activo de nuestras mentes. Tal como la arena está siendo lavada constantemente, así también deberíamos mantener nuestras mentes libres de impresiones persistentes.

Con frecuencia dejamos que los pensamientos, arrepentimientos y dudas de actividades pasadas se transfieran al presente. Eso nos lleva al conflicto. En vez de dejar que eso suceda, deberíamos actuar sin dejar consecuencias. Esto requiere de gran rigurosidad. Tal completitud es desafiante, pero el tener éxito es vivir con perfección. Al resolver los problemas de cada día a nuestra máxima satisfacción, logramos la sublime pureza de una playa constantemente bañada por las olas.

martes, 10 de agosto de 2010

Tracers

It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning
It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning

Dreams
They fade, disappear in the light
They're lost when you open your eyes
She's somewhere out there
Out of reach and out of sight

It's sweeter to stay true to what we knew and to live in the world without her
It's sweeter to stay true to what we knew and to live in the world without her

Dreams
When you wake, disappear in the light
They're lost when you open your eyes
She's somewhere out there
Out of reach and out of sight

Somewhere out there
Walking in this neighbourhood
Leading our parallel, never-touching lives
Lives that seem as ephemeral and fleeting as our dreams

Dreams
They fade, disappear in the light
They're lost when you open your eyes
She's somewhere out there
Out of reach and out of sight

It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning
It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning

The only thing...

When I come to realize I don't have many things I care about anymore.
I have a spoonfull of friends and that's all I need. I grew wise and learnt it's not necessary to have 200 friends when you can never count on them.
I have a pet and it provides me with unconditional love.
I have money to buy almost everything I want.
I have my record colection and my movie collection at hand.
I have my memories, my dreams and hopes.
I have some experience and wisdom at my early age.
I have children that life provided me with and sometime I will have my own.
I have a serious relationship with someone I can rely on. Still...
The only thing missing is you...

jueves, 5 de agosto de 2010

Compromiso

La presa pasa por delante del tigre, quien
A veces solamente mira,
A veces se abalanza sin vacilación,
Pero que nunca falla en actuar.

La vida es una constante serie de oportunidades. Si no estiramos la mano hacia las cosas, si no aprovechamos lo que viene hacia nosotros, no podemos estar en armonía con la naturaleza esencial de la vida.

El tigre es de esa misma forma. Se ajusta a cada situación que venga. Si encuentra una presa y no está listo para cazar, la dejará ir. Pero no ha fallado en actuar. Ha dejado escapar la presa a sabiendas, y eso es muy distinto de quien pierde una situación por reflejos lentos o por inhabilidad. Cuando el tigre quiere su presa, se abalanza sobre ella sin ningún pensar o vacilar. No hay moralidad, no hay culpa, no hay problemas sicológicos, no hay ideologías que interfieran con la pureza de su acción. Esta gracia en acción sin mácula es llamada no-acción.

Esto es compromiso. Lo que sea que venga a ti, debes enfrentarlo de alguna manera. Lo recibes, y podrías alterar la circunstancia y dejarlo ir, o podría interponérsele algo personal, o podrías dejarlo pasar a sabiendas. Hagas lo que hagas, no hay necesidad de ser apático hacia la vida. Por el contrario, la completa participación en todas las cosas, es el camino más seguro hacia la felicidad, la vitalidad, el éxito y un profundo conocimiento del Tao.

lunes, 2 de agosto de 2010

The secret of life

If there's something going on I'm bound to be there. If there's trouble I'm always near.
Danger dame. Over the edge. Absolutely mad. Pretty as a pistol. Lovely as the autumn breeze and cruel as a snake. Loveable and hateable.

I ♥ myself and you can either love me or hate me. I don't really care.

One day you'll see that life isn't about finding yourself... it's about creating yourself! I'm on that track.

jueves, 22 de julio de 2010

MDQ

Hacia esos aires me dirijo... Asi la paz del mar en invierno. Deseos de bajar decibeles y de resetear la mente. Quizás algún día sea mi hogar. Ojalá ♥

martes, 13 de julio de 2010

Una Tarde Gris en Paz

  • Una tarde gris
  • Una taza de té caliente
  • Tom Waits seguido por Proyecto Verona y un par más del estilo
  • Una buena vista a la naturaleza
  • La perfecta compañia de mi perra, Mía...
faltan un par de cosas pero se puede decir que son los ingredientes básicos para que por 2 horas al menos hoy haya tenido paz.

martes, 6 de julio de 2010

Recomendación

A todos uds, amantes del rock especialmente británico, les recomiendo este peliculón. Que si son como yo, hasta pueden llorar un poquito.

martes, 29 de junio de 2010

A veces ♥

Hoy me preguntaba porque muchos de mis escritos comienzan con "A veces" y me respondía simplemente... si... suelo rebuscarlo todo, lo sé. Pero hoy fue una respuesta simple: "Porque no existen los absolutos, Gala!" y claramente fue una paff a la cara... siempre tengo la respuesta para la gente y cuando es conmigo me cuesta tanto a veces... ven? A VECES!
Asi que decidí no cuestionarme más los porqués de la escritura y plasmar este texto aquí que como ya adivinaron comienza con: "A veces"

A veces me ahogo y todo me cuesta horrores, otras veces te miro y sé que estoy mejor y los dos vamos a estar muchisimo mejor aún. A traves de tus ojitos achinados y brillosos, bien oscuros y con una manchita y veo un jardín de paz que calma mis fieras. Tu sonrisa, reflejo de tu alma pura e inocente, que deja ver los dientitos más lindos del mundo y mantiene tu niñez a flor de piel, ilumina mis días grises. Tus manos gigantes que me agarran fuerte y me dan seguridad, son el mejor sostén que puedo pedir. Tu pecho amplio y firme, cofre que encierra lo mejor que tenés, que es tu corazón inmenso y fuerte... único, es donde obtengo mi mejor descanso. Vos sos. Si, vos sos. Cada día estoy más segura y lo mejor es saber que de una u otra manera yo soy. Si, yo soy para vos también.

Todo lo sano y verdadero que nunca tuve, todo lo puro y natural que siempe soñé. Esosomos y sos tan lindo, tan pero tan lindo que se me sale el corazón del pecho de solo pensarlo. TE AMO.

64 Ways of saying I love you

  1. Don't compare them to anyone.
  2. Be courteous at all times.
  3. Embrace the present moments without fear or guilt.
  4. Live by the Golden Rule (Do unto others as you would have them do unto you).
  5. Give your full attention when talking.
  6. Become their biggest fan and cheerleader!
  7. Toast each other over breakfast or dinner to say I love you.
  8. Tell them how they bring love to your life.
  9. Laugh about kids quotes on love or events.
  10. Talk about your day during mealtimes.
  11. Read books aloud together.
  12. Say you're sorry.
  13. Recall good and bad memories.
  14. Let go of the past to say I love you.
  15. Do nothing together.
  16. Encourage health in all its forms.
  17. Trust your partner enough to cry together.
  18. Act silly together.
  19. Be lavish in praise.
  20. Ask questions about opinions, feelings, thoughts.
  21. To say I love you, forget about labels.
  22. Encourage adventures and risks!
  23. Show your joy when they come home.
  24. Bake cookies.
  25. Leave stress at work to say I love you.
  26. Use flannel sheets in the winter.
  27. Solve problems together - such as crosswords or Suduku.
  28. Show your gratitude for them.
  29. Be a good sounding board.
  30. To say I love you, take pride in them -- and show it.
  31. Compliment them in front of others.
  32. Spend time with them.
  33. Listen.
  34. Ask for hugs and kisses.
  35. Take vacations together.
  36. Tell the truth to say I love you.
  37. Use pet names to say I love you.
  38. Practice self-acceptance.
  39. Hunt for treasure together.
  40. Be interested in their interests.
  41. To say I love you, let go of jealousy.
  42. Accept their weaknesses and flaws.
  43. Ditch work or responsibilities to play with them.
  44. Be yourself.
  45. Share chocolates, ice cream sundaes, milkshakes.
  46. To say I love you, ignore slights.
  47. Pray or meditate together.
  48. Practice forgiveness.
  49. Watch classic movies together.
  50. Leave notes or send letters.
  51. To say I love you, buy a "for no reason at all" gift.
  52. Don't gossip or judge.
  53. Give the benefit of the doubt to say I love you.
  54. Give space when they're in a bad or sad mood.
  55. Learn something new together.
  56. Go dancing.
  57. Keep your promises to say I love you.
  58. Make them laugh.
  59. Consider their feelings.
  60. Learn ways to rekindle the romance.
  61. Hide a treat in their lunch.
  62. To say I love you, make home a fun place to be.
  63. Let them make their own decisions.
  64. Say what you mean when you say I love you. Say why.

jueves, 24 de junio de 2010

I wanna make it wit chu

You wanna know if I know why?
I can't say that I do
Don't understand the evil eye
Or how one becomes two
I just can't recall what started it all
Or how to begin in the end
I ain't here to break it
Just see how far it will bend
Again and again, again and again

I wanna make out-(tis differs from the original title)
I wanna make out wit chu
(Anytime, anywhere)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it witchu
(again and again and again)

Sometimes the same is different
But mostly it's the same
These mysteries of life
That just ain't my thing
If I told you that I knew about the sun and the moon
I'd be untrue
The only thing I know for sure
Is what I won't do
Anytime, anywhere and I say

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(Anytime, Anywhere)

I wanna make it
(Again and again, yeah yeah)
I wanna make it wit chu

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(Again and again)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(You)

I wanna make it
(Again and again, yeah yeah)
I wanna make it wit chu
(Anytime, anywhere)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
Again and again and again and again and again)

I wanna make it

RIP

Another night with no chance of resting. Nightmares preventing me from letting a long day go. You are in them... why can't I let you go? Why do I dream of such violence? Why can't I forgive you and even worst, why can't I forgive myself for the few times I ill treated you?
If I had the chance to see you once again and talk to you, I'd tell you I'm sorry for not being able to fix you. I'd tell you I love you and I forgive you for all you've done and I'd ask you if you are feeling any better now that you're dead. I'd hug you and try to take a mental picture of you so it can never get erased. I miss you so freaking much everyday and I don't know what to do when instead of appearing in my pleasant memories... you hount me like a ghost.
I wish I could let it all rest in peace...

jueves, 3 de junio de 2010

You own a room in my mind

I wish I was able to keep all the words shared so they would never escape.
I wish I could keep them in my mind and repeat them from time to time.
I wish memory was not so weak as to let them slip away and leave an empty space.
I wish the good things from the past stayed alive forever as the dreams I have are.
I wish I was alive in you as you are alive in me... endlessly.
I wish to always walk with a smile in my face when I think of you.
I wish I don't forget it all someday.
I wish for the both of us and I verbalize.
I wish for impossibles that maybe are not so.

domingo, 30 de mayo de 2010

As the fear fades away

As the fear fades away and the old familiar sting disappears, I remember everything I have undergone. It still hurts but now I believe I can manage sometimes.
What I have become through the experiences and what's ahead does not torture me anymore... All those who went away and those yet to come...
The darkness sorrounding me now has a soft light shinning through and telling me it can be done.
If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself, I would do it all over again, I would find a way.

lunes, 10 de mayo de 2010

Diamante

Ser
Soñar

Cambiar Temer
Sentir Esforzarse Dar
Pesadillas Dolores Placeres
Odios Amores Rencores
Perdones Ilusiones
Ambicionar
Ver
es todo parte de un gran conjunto... manejarlos es lo complicado.

viernes, 30 de abril de 2010

8 meses

8 meses y parecen muchisimos más... ya te di mi regalo en forma de video hace unos días y tu reacción fue la que esperaba :) no lo subo a internet porque xdjabdba vos sabes ;) ;)
Si miro para atrás no puedo creer donde estamos parados hoy y cuantos obstaculos superamos en el camino... pero todo valió la pena :)
Te amo y saber que vos me amas como me lo demostrás me hace saber que todo puedehacerse realidad.
Gracias amor!

miércoles, 28 de abril de 2010

Behind

I see black - what will you do?
I see blue - nothing you can do...
I am what I am and there's nothing you can do...
take it or leave it alone... solve it from scratch with no in-betweens... that's the way it should be done. Too bad things do not work that way... I'm tired and scared. I don't want to hurt anymore, no more pain inside please. I'm more than jaded. Just help me leave the past behind...

martes, 27 de abril de 2010

weird freaking coincidences - which definitively do not exist in my mind... 9.13 and 9.14 almost same timing - damn... freaking bizarre :O

sábado, 17 de abril de 2010


"Hay gente que se conoce tan bien que advierte a los demás acerca de cómo son. Digamos, no le dan mucho futuro a la relación desde antes de que empiece. Pero gracias a la confianza que generan al confesar su perspectiva, logran establecer una relación".

lunes, 12 de abril de 2010

Never Understand

The sun comes up another day begins
And I don't even worry about the state I'm in
Head so heavy and I'm looking thin
But when the sun goes down I wanna start again

You never understandin'
You never understand me
Yeah

Don't turn around until you look at me
Why don't you take a second and tell me what you see
Things I see you only disagree
You never understand that's what I want to be

You never understandin'
You never understand me
Yeah

Not wishing to hide but you just can't see me
I tell you the truth but you don't believe me
Thinking of love but I can't hear what you're saying
Tomorrow I'm leaving
Cause I'm not understanding you

mix

How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head, I should have known better

Yes I am
Yes I am
Forever black-eyed and guarantee to cause a fuss

Yes I am
Yes I am
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than he desert me

Yes I will always
Yes I will always
Put on my best smile,
But underneath I'm a broken girl.

He'll never get me,
He will never understand
No one will ever understand...

Hold your breath and count to ten,
And fall apart and start again,
Hold your breath and count to ten,
Start again, start again...

miércoles, 31 de marzo de 2010

Cherry Tree

Algo que siempre soñe fue tener un jardín con un cerezo en el medio. Amo los colores, el "aroma" del cerezo... su misticismo... algún día tendré un cerezo... y quizas algún día me lo tatue también.

viernes, 26 de marzo de 2010

Silencio

Busca el silencio.
Goza en silencio.
Adora el silencio.

Al progresar en el camino, uno busca el silencio más y más. Será un gran bienestar, una tremenda fuente de consuelo y paz.

Una vez que encuentras la profunda soledad y calma, habrá un gran gozo en tu corazón. He aquí finalmente el lugar donde no necesitas defensa ni ataque -el lugar donde puedes estar verdaderamente abierto. Habrá dicha, asombro, el sobrecogimiento de alcanzar algo puro y sagrado.

Después de eso, sentirás la adoración del silencio. Esta es la paz que parece eludir a tantos.

sábado, 20 de marzo de 2010

Fidelity

Fidelity is the quality of being faithful or loyal. Its original meaning regarded duty to a lord or a king, in a broader sense than the related concept of fealty. Both derive from the Latin word fidēlis, meaning "faithful or loyal"

In modern human relationships, the term can refer to sexual monogamy. In western culture this often means adherence to marriage vows, or of promises of exclusivity or monogamy, and an absence of adultery. However, some people do not equate fidelity in personal relationships with sexual or emotional monogamy.


Now really, I'm all in for respect but I do not believe human beings are capable of such feeling 24/7... And after years of listening to people going about this topic I have to say I've developed some kind of lack of trust in people when it comes to Fidelity...

(Post motivated by another incredible story I heard about this topic)

and now - the best song that talks about this:

(shake it up)
i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind all these voices
i hear in my mind all these words
i hear in my mind all this music
and it breaks my heart(x2)
and it breaks my h-h-h-h-eart(x2)
suppose i never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose i never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so so-o-o-o-oft
suppose i never ever saw you
suppose you'd never ever called
suppose i kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall
just to break my fa-a-a-a-a-a-ll (x3)
break my fall(x2)
all my friends say that of course it's gonna get better
gonna get better
better (x7)
i never loved no body fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind all these voices
i hear in my mind all these words
i hear in my mind all this music
and it breaks my heart(x2)
i hear in my mind all of these voices
i hear in my mind all of these words
i hear in my mind all of this music
and it breaks my heart(x2)
and it breaks my h-h-h-h-eart(x3)
and it breaks my heart(x6)


lunes, 15 de marzo de 2010

Estas cosas solo me pasan a mi...

Estas cosas solo me pasan a mi... sin duda solo me pasan a mi.



Cuantas veces repetí esa frase ya perdí la cuenta... si, mi vida es de telenovela... sería un best seller... lo sé.
Algún día lo escribiré todo y mis hijos se llenaran de plata... pero vivirla cuesta tanto!
Ser el sostén de medio mundo es tanto peso y más cuando yo no quiero que nadie tenga que ser mi sostén.

A veces solo quiero ser invisible. A veces no quiero que me encuentren.

My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

jueves, 11 de marzo de 2010

Odio Argentina

Odio Argentina, odio que me hagan perder el tiempo, odio los medios de transporte publico, odio el caretaje, odio lo pacato, odio que me digan como me tengo que vestir, odio a los vecinos chusmas, odio que me digan como tengo que enseñar, odio que me obliguen a hacer cosas que no me parecen útiles y odio que me boludeen. Maldita sociedad enferma!

lunes, 8 de marzo de 2010

sure thing...

You are a sexy unconventional beauty, who is a born sex kitten under your forcefull tough shell... Never shy, you aren't afraid to tell a guy what to do and how to do it! All I can say is men better watch out for you!

You're a man-eating Bombshell who loves trouble. Men drop at your feet and you love it, but you're not without your tender side, and know when to let the man go.

you're so much fun! you love and enjoy music and everything that comes with it ,you are very self confident so you do whatever you want and you do it well basically becouse you're full with originals ideas.

lunes, 1 de marzo de 2010

Conversation ♥

He comes for conversation
I comfort him sometimes
Comfort and consultation
He knows that's what he'll find
I bring him apples and cheeses
He brings me songs to play
He sees me when he pleases
I see him in cafes
And I only say, hello,
And turn away, before his lady knows
How much I want to see him
She removes him, like a ring
To wash her hands
She only brings him out
to show her friends
I want to free him.
Secrets and sharing soda
That's how our time began
Love is a story told to our friends
It's second hand
But I'll listen to his questions
I'll give my answers when they're found
He says she keeps him guessing
I know she keeps him down
She speaks in sorry sentences
Miraculous repentances -
I don't believe her.
Tomorrow he will come to me
And speak his soul,
endlessly and he'll ask me why -
Why can't I leave her?
He comes for conversation
I comfort him sometimes
Comfort and consultation
He knows that's what he'll find.

domingo, 28 de febrero de 2010

I am ME

I am hard to classify and even more difficult to understand.
I never ask for people to understand me since I've given up on understanding others. Acceptance is key.
I think things a lot more than what I verbalize... and I keep too many thoughts to myself that continue to rot inside of me.
I am sincere and sometimes even blunt, I hate lying above all things.

I am all that I've become after years of suffering and learning, I am a result of changes and pain. I am all the wrong and all the right mixed up in just one being. I am broken. I have been patched but I can never be whole again... not any more.

But after all these years... I am what I want to be, no matter what... I am ME.

I love US ♥

I love it when I can feel you smiling in the middle of a kiss and I love all your hugs.
I love it when you stare at me and I can see through your eyes.
I love watching you sleep and I love waking you up in the morning.
I love cooking for you and your way of always saying nice things.
I love every minute spent by your side and I loathe every minute we are apart...
I love you but more than that... I love US. ♥

miércoles, 17 de febrero de 2010

Hallelujah, I Love Him So ♥

Let me tell you 'bout a boy I know
He's my baby and he loves me so
Every morning 'fore the sun comes up
He brings me coffee in my favorite cup
That's why I know, yes I know
Hallelujah I just love him so

When I'm in trouble and I have no friends
I know he'll go with me until the end
Everybody asks me how I know
I smile and tell them he told me so
That's why I know, oh I know
Hallelujah I just love him so

Now if I call him on the telephone
And tell him that I'm all alone
By the time I count from one to four
I hear him on my door
In the evening when the sun goes down
When there is nobody else around
He kisses me and then he holds me tight
He tells me, "baby everything's all alright"
That's why I know, yes I know
Hallelujah I just love him so

Hoy puse mis ojos en tus manos ♥

Hoy puse mis ojos en tus manos
vos lleválos donde quieras
y mostráme
lo que ves
cuantas cosas pasan cerca mío
por estar en otro lado
casi nunca las miré

Quiero como lo escribió John Lennon
ver cielos de mermelada
por favor mostrameló
quiero ver mis ojos en tus manos
y tener otra mirada
por favor mostrameló!

Hoy puse mis ojos en tus manos
aunque estén un poco rojos
por favor llevatelos
a veces lloran un poco
y otras giran como locos
siempre buscan un poco de amor.. ♫♪♥

martes, 16 de febrero de 2010

domingo, 14 de febrero de 2010

Take a Chance

Whatch-you gonna do when it all breaks down?
Take another heart through this lonely town?
Whatch-you gonna do when she turns around,
And says "I never even thought that you'd be messin' 'round."
But then you dance dance dance with the woman who lets you,
How's it going to feel, until I catch you,
What you gonna do when she turns around,
And says "You broke another heart that was broken down."

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
Is a cross, that you bear,
When it's coooooooooooooooooooooooooooold,
Why don't you leave me alone?

Take a chance, with a woman who lets you,
Take a chance, with a woman who lets you,
How'd you gonna feel when it's all found out,
Chase another heart that was up and down?
Whatch-you gonna do when they turn around,
And say "They never ever thought that you'd be messin' 'round."
And then you dance dance dance with the woman who lets you,
How's it going to feel, until I catch you,
How d'ya gonna find what she had in mind?
If you keep tearing out the pages of an aliby.

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
Is a cross, that you bear,

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
Is a cross, that you bear,
When it's coooooooooooooooooooooooooooold,
Why don't you leave me alone?

Take a chance, with a woman who lets you,
Take a chance, with the woman who lets you,
Take a chance..
Take a chance..

Ohhhhhhh
Whatch-you gonna do when it all breaks down?
Chase another heart thats been run around?
How d'ya gonna feel when it settles down?
You said "I never ever thought that I'd be messin' 'round."
But then you dance dance dance with the woman who lets you,
Whatch-you do until I catch you?
How'd you gonna feel when she turns around,
And says "You broke another heart that was broken down."

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
It's a crying shame,
That the looooooovvvveee, won't leave you alone.