I believe in miracles

Somehow I didn't use to, now I somehow do. 

I'm gratefull for what I was granted on this Sept 29th. 

I still feel akward but I guess it's only right. 

Love won

Make This Go On Forever ♥

Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

ALL IN

I have everything to lose and almost nothing to win but I'm ALL IN.

I've waited and I have to continue waiting but I believe it's worth it.

And I'm all in, nothing left to hide.

I've fallen harder than a landslide,

I spent a week awa from you last night

and I'm calling out your name.

Even if I lose the game, 

I'm ALL IN for you, 

I'm ALL IN for life.

Restarts

And I want it so bad to restart that I have to be heard from someone up there. I want it to work, I deserve a second chance.

Lo siento

Nada cura mi dolor. Es meramente mi culpa esta vez. En realidad no es tanto lo que hice, porque NO lo hice sino el no haber podido parar una situacion que me incomodaba y no haberlo hecho. Lo siento. De verdad lo siento. 

Quizas nunca leas esto pero yo quiero que sepas que lo siento. Que nunca te lastimaría. Que todo lo que hice por vos lo hice desde mi corazón y con todo el amor que me salía. Que durante dos años construímos algo hermoso y no puede terminar asi.

Lo siento y no puedo hacer nada al respecto. Que el tiempo cura las heridas? lo dudo. Que el amor todo lo puede? También lo dudo. 

Yo te fui, te soy y te quiero seguir siendo incondicional. Lo siento por vos y por mi... porque no sé que hacer. Porque sin vos mi vida vuelve a ser NADA mas que un vacio y ahora más grande aùn porque deje que tu luz me abrazara y me llenara el alma. Porque con vos pude disfrutar los momentos más felices... casi comprendiendo lo que era la FELICIDAD de la que tanto me hablabas. 

Lo siento y quiero que vuelvas, que me mires a los ojos y me digas que vale la pena. Que nosotros valemos la pena y que hablando podemos resolverlo. Quiero que me mires como antes y sienta que estas conmigo incondicionalmente. Quiero mimarte, consentirte y que hagas lo mismo conmigo. 

Lo siento y quiero que formemos esa familia de la que tanto hablamos, incluso sin hablar y todo a su debido tiempo. 

Lo siento porque te duele y por ende a mi me duele el doble. Lo siento porque no puedo demostrarte que si bien fui una pelotuda, no hice nada y sobre todo lo siento porque quizas nunca vuelvas a confiar en mi... inclusive sabiendo que clase de persona soy. Lo siento y no quiero vivir esta vida sin vos, porque sin vos no es NADA mas que sobrevivir. Lo siento, amor. Lo siento.

Words

Words are like weapons

depending on how you use them, they can be lethal. 

Sometimes they cut like a knife and 

whether it is rejection or an argument or just a crude remark, 

words can hurt more than you can begin to imagine. 

I didn't really mean to hurt you 

I didn't wanna see you go 

I know I made you cry, 

but baby life is tough.

(it's not my fault I'm so good with words)

Stop along the way

Why?