I would

I would do it
I really would if circumstances were different...

I just sometimes can't take this anymore,
doing all I can to please everybody and not getting anything in return.
Crying alone so as not to bother people and because I don't want to explain what I know they won't understand, smiling my way into society as if I was really happy and shit like that.
I just sometimes can't do this anymore.
I just sometimes don't want to anymore.

I would... I really would if only...

I'm here!