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I see black - what will you do?
I see blue - nothing you can do...
I am what I am and there's nothing you can do...
take it or leave it alone... solve it from scratch with no in-betweens... that's the way it should be done. Too bad things do not work that way... I'm tired and scared. I don't want to hurt anymore, no more pain inside please. I'm more than jaded. Just help me leave the past behind...