A veces ♥

Hoy me preguntaba porque muchos de mis escritos comienzan con "A veces" y me respondía simplemente... si... suelo rebuscarlo todo, lo sé. Pero hoy fue una respuesta simple: "Porque no existen los absolutos, Gala!" y claramente fue una paff a la cara... siempre tengo la respuesta para la gente y cuando es conmigo me cuesta tanto a veces... ven? A VECES!
Asi que decidí no cuestionarme más los porqués de la escritura y plasmar este texto aquí que como ya adivinaron comienza con: "A veces"

A veces me ahogo y todo me cuesta horrores, otras veces te miro y sé que estoy mejor y los dos vamos a estar muchisimo mejor aún. A traves de tus ojitos achinados y brillosos, bien oscuros y con una manchita y veo un jardín de paz que calma mis fieras. Tu sonrisa, reflejo de tu alma pura e inocente, que deja ver los dientitos más lindos del mundo y mantiene tu niñez a flor de piel, ilumina mis días grises. Tus manos gigantes que me agarran fuerte y me dan seguridad, son el mejor sostén que puedo pedir. Tu pecho amplio y firme, cofre que encierra lo mejor que tenés, que es tu corazón inmenso y fuerte... único, es donde obtengo mi mejor descanso. Vos sos. Si, vos sos. Cada día estoy más segura y lo mejor es saber que de una u otra manera yo soy. Si, yo soy para vos también.

Todo lo sano y verdadero que nunca tuve, todo lo puro y natural que siempe soñé. Esosomos y sos tan lindo, tan pero tan lindo que se me sale el corazón del pecho de solo pensarlo. TE AMO.

64 Ways of saying I love you

1. Don't compare them to anyone.
2. Be courteous at all times.
3. Embrace the present moments without fear or guilt.
4. Live by the Golden Rule (Do unto others as you would have them do unto you).
5. Give your full attention when talking.
6. Become their biggest fan and cheerleader!
7. Toast each other over breakfast or dinner to say I love you.
8. Tell them how they bring love to your life.
9. Laugh about kids quotes on love or events.
10. Talk about your day during mealtimes.
11. Read books aloud together.
12. Say you're sorry.
13. Recall good and bad memories.
14. Let go of the past to say I love you.
15. Do nothing together.
16. Encourage health in all its forms.
17. Trust your partner enough to cry together.
18. Act silly together.
19. Be lavish in praise.
20. Ask questions about opinions, feelings, thoughts.
21. To say I love you, forget about labels.
22. Encourage adventures and risks!
23. Show your joy when they come home.
24. Bake cookies.
25. Leave stress at work to say I love you.
26. Use flannel sheets in the winter.
27. Solve problems together - such as crosswords or Suduku.
28. Show your gratitude for them.
29. Be a good sounding board.
30. To say I love you, take pride in them -- and show it.
31. Compliment them in front of others.
32. Spend time with them.
33. Listen.
34. Ask for hugs and kisses.
35. Take vacations together.
36. Tell the truth to say I love you.
37. Use pet names to say I love you.
38. Practice self-acceptance.
39. Hunt for treasure together.
40. Be interested in their interests.
41. To say I love you, let go of jealousy.
42. Accept their weaknesses and flaws.
43. Ditch work or responsibilities to play with them.
44. Be yourself.
45. Share chocolates, ice cream sundaes, milkshakes.
46. To say I love you, ignore slights.
47. Pray or meditate together.
48. Practice forgiveness.
49. Watch classic movies together.
50. Leave notes or send letters.
51. To say I love you, buy a "for no reason at all" gift.
52. Don't gossip or judge.
53. Give the benefit of the doubt to say I love you.
54. Give space when they're in a bad or sad mood.
55. Learn something new together.
56. Go dancing.
57. Keep your promises to say I love you.
58. Make them laugh.
59. Consider their feelings.
60. Learn ways to rekindle the romance.
61. Hide a treat in their lunch.
62. To say I love you, make home a fun place to be.
63. Let them make their own decisions.
64. Say what you mean when you say I love you. Say why.

I wanna make it wit chu

You wanna know if I know why?
I can't say that I do
Don't understand the evil eye
Or how one becomes two
I just can't recall what started it all
Or how to begin in the end
I ain't here to break it
Just see how far it will bend
Again and again, again and again

I wanna make out-(tis differs from the original title)
I wanna make out wit chu
(Anytime, anywhere)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it witchu
(again and again and again)

Sometimes the same is different
But mostly it's the same
These mysteries of life
That just ain't my thing
If I told you that I knew about the sun and the moon
I'd be untrue
The only thing I know for sure
Is what I won't do
Anytime, anywhere and I say

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(Anytime, Anywhere)

I wanna make it
(Again and again, yeah yeah)
I wanna make it wit chu

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(Again and again)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(You)

I wanna make it
(Again and again, yeah yeah)
I wanna make it wit chu
(Anytime, anywhere)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
Again and again and again and again and again)

I wanna make it

RIP

Another night with no chance of resting. Nightmares preventing me from letting a long day go. You are in them... why can't I let you go? Why do I dream of such violence? Why can't I forgive you and even worst, why can't I forgive myself for the few times I ill treated you?
If I had the chance to see you once again and talk to you, I'd tell you I'm sorry for not being able to fix you. I'd tell you I love you and I forgive you for all you've done and I'd ask you if you are feeling any better now that you're dead. I'd hug you and try to take a mental picture of you so it can never get erased. I miss you so freaking much everyday and I don't know what to do when instead of appearing in my pleasant memories... you hount me like a ghost.
I wish I could let it all rest in peace...

You own a room in my mind

I wish I was able to keep all the words shared so they would never escape.
I wish I could keep them in my mind and repeat them from time to time.
I wish memory was not so weak as to let them slip away and leave an empty space.
I wish the good things from the past stayed alive forever as the dreams I have are.
I wish I was alive in you as you are alive in me... endlessly.
I wish to always walk with a smile in my face when I think of you.
I wish I don't forget it all someday.
I wish for the both of us and I verbalize.
I wish for impossibles that maybe are not so.