Will I ever get my head around All the things that I feel good about that always seem to disappear? When every time I think I've got this all worked out. Something chews me up and spits me out. But there's nothing left to fear...
I feel so bad Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have No, please don't tell me that What's lost is lost it's never gonna come back home
I walk in circles when there's no one around Try to find my own direction I test the water but it burns my hand As I disfigure my reflection I've been a good girl but I need peace of mind
I lie in silence and I just can't sleep How I long for your affection My eyes are tired and my body is weak I'll carry on proving everyone wrong I will succeed! What's meant to be is meant to be it's no consolation!
I 'm caught up in a mystery way I'm in a constant distant state I pray for this to always be The path that has been chosen for me Cos it's got me spinning round and round, round and round So high I can't touch the ground anymore And it's all that I'm praying
I stood alone, the only one I didn't know I was waiting For liberty to feel like me And now I'm here I'm not willing to changebut I'm so afraid.
Es mucho más fácil escribir desde la tristeza, angustia, amargura y sobre todo NOSTALGIA...
Hay gente que tiene más suerte que otra en la vida y a mi me toco ser una luchadora constante. Siempre que avanzo un casillero, tengo que retroceder tres y eso cuesta. Tanto cuesta!
Definitivamente escribir es lo que me libera, es más fuerte que yo, me domina y me instruye día a día. Mucha gente se descarga gritando, caminando, llorando o de mil otras maneras. Yo lo hago ESCRIBIENDO y CANTANDO.
Para quienes aún no terminen de conocerme, esas dos palabras en mayúsculas van unidas de la mano en mi mente y en mi corazón y es probable que las lean muchas veces a lo largo de la existencia de este espacio.