Puedo

Puedo pasar horas mirando el cielo, hasta lograr que se me nuble la vista y no distinga la forma de la luna de la luz que la rodea... puedo no hablar y decirlo todo con los ojos... puedo soñar despierta y luchar porque mis sueños se cumplan... puedo estirar mis brazos y creer que alcansaré a agarrar a la luna aunque sé que no es posible y puedo sentir mucho más de lo que expreso...

Ahora puedo tantas cosas que cuando era chica también podía y creí haber perdido al crecer... todo es cíclico en la vida... lo que das te vuelve, solo hay que saber esperar... y pese a que no me gusta, yo esperé... ahora me toca animarme a disfrutar. En eso estoy.

Pulp Fiction

Mia: Don't you hate that?
Vincent: What?
Mia: Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
Vincent: I don't know. That's a good question.
Mia: That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy ...the silence.

Why did I dream of you last night?

Why did I dream of you last night?
Now morning is pushing back hair with grey light
Memories strike home, like slaps in the face;
Raised on elbow, I stare at the pale fog
beyond the window.

So many things I had thought forgotten
Return to my mind with stranger pain:
- Like letters that arrive addressed to someone
Who left the house so many years ago.

I dreamt about you last night and I fell out of bed twice

Another Chance ♥

I can actually say my heart is full again.

Mía ♥

I love you endlessly ♥

All is full of love

Pasa el tiempo y las cosas siguen sorprendiéndome. En este caso para mejor. Atravieso momentos en un estado anímico que nunca antes sentí. Es increíble. No quiero que se termine. Mis miedos se difusan, mis paranoias van quedando atrás y quiero creer, quiero que todo salga bien. Porque no hay maldad... All is full of love:

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you

All is full of love
You just aint receiving
All is full of love
Your phone is off the hook
All is full of love
Your doors are all shut
All is full of love!
** Icelandic part **
All is full of love, all is full of love
All is full of love, all is full of love ...

You Learn

Ooh, ooh, ooh...

I, recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone, yeah
I, recommend walking around naked in your living room, yeah

Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

1-You live you learn, you love you learn
You cry you learn, you lose you learn
You bleed you learn, you scream you learn

I, recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I, recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free

Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears
(repeat 1)

I, I, oh, oh

Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually, anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
(rpt 1)

You grieve you learn, you choke you learn
You laugh you learn, you choose you learn
You pray you learn, you ask you learn
You live you learn

Open your eyes II

Finally you opened your eyes and looked into mine. You held my hand, knotted your fingers through mine and I opened my heart just to let you in. I was right, after all. This was meant to be and it will be a good thing.

And it did, it finally did. That feeling I longed for so long. It's here and it seems it wants to stay with me and that's not the best part. The best part is I'm open to it, wide to receive it and some other things the one to blame for it cares to give me.

And I've never felt quite so fine as I do now, I'm not used to this safety and comfort but I can easily try and let my fears go, let them fade away and stay in the past... because I trust him and above all I trust us and that all of this is pure and therefore, full of love.

I find now that I'm not afraid anymore.

Te Quiero

Te quiero te quiero y te lo digo asi
no existe la vergüenza de decirtelo
pues desde que llegaste mi vida cambio
poniendo tan contento a mi corazon

Te quiero te quiero y te lo digo asi
que sepa todo el barrio q te amo a vos
y aunque a veces no te trate bien
sabes que muero
si no duermo con vos otra vez

Dónde estabas cuando me senti morir
le di mi alma al diablo solo por vos

Pienso!
Siento!
que es tan crudo este mundo
si conmigo no estas
canto!
grito!
para que entiendas una vez esta verdad

Entre tanta oscuridad te pude ver
el DESTINO es que soy solo tuyo
tengo!
siento!
el secreto de perderte que no puedo parar
canto!
grito!
que es una suerte tenerte para mi

Te quiero te quiero y te lo digo asi!

...

And it did, it finally did. That feeling I longed for so long. It's here and it seems it wants to stay with me and that's not the best part. The best part is I'm open to it, wide to receive it and some other things the one to blame for it cares to give me.

And I've never felt quite so fine as I do now, I'm not used to this safety and comfort but I can easily try and let my fears go, let them fade away and stay in the past... because I trust him and above all I trust us and that all of this is pure and therefore full of love.

Open your eyes

I see sadness and uncertainty in your eyes. Well lad, welcome to my world, come, I'll show you around and maybe we can find a way out together.

All this feels strange and untrue. All this darkness surrounding me. My bones ache, my skin feels cold and I'm getting so tired and so old. All of a sudden I came to realize I have lived mistaken all the time and now I just need you to give me a chance to hold on, just give me something to hold onto. There is a darkness deep in you so please open up your eyes, you can't turn back the tide.

It took half the time but I am still afraid so stay by my side baby and hold on to my hand. Try to teach me that I'm alright, make me believe it. There's so much wrong and There's so much right. Why is that we can't handle our feelings and thoughts?.

I want so much to open your eyes because I need you to look into mine. Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine and we'll walk from this dark room for the last time.