A Dream Come true

Although some of my favourite songs were missing, the following tracklist made my dream of seeing John Mayer Live come true:

Queen of California / Wildfire / No such thing / Paper doll / Something like Olivia / Waiting on The Day / Who says / Going down The road / Slow Dancing in a Burning Room / Your Body Is Wanderland / Free Fallin / Born And raised / Half of my heart / Trust my self / Heart of life / Dear marie / Age of worry / Get around to living / Vultures / Face to call home / Waiting on The world / Gravity.

09/16/13

I could not be happier. Thank you.

Time to hurt

This is your time. That's all. Your time to hurt and bleed and tear apart your notion of what makes you who you are. Life knocks us all on our ass at some point. And then we get back up, and we make some changes, because that's what humans do. We adapt. And when we are done adapting, we are better equipped to survive...

The Sense of an Ending - Damage

We accept the love we think we deserve

We are infinite

Words fail me.

Choices

If you'd like to know what your choices have been, look at yourself and the life you've lived. What you see are the choices you've made.

How long?

How long is too long to sit around and wait for what YOU want?

Love

The healthiest, purest kind of love. That's what we have. That's all I need.

Why Georgia?

I am driving up 85 in the
kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom

Four more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
and leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
about the outcome
of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why, why Georgia, why?

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
wood in places to make it feel like home
but all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
or just the stirring in my soul

Either way, I wonder sometimes
about the outcome
of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why, why Georgia, why?

So what, so I've got a smile on me
but it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
that's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
still "Everything happens for a reason"
is no reason not to ask myself

If I'm living it right
Am I living it right?
Why, tell me why
Why, why Georgia why?

I want you

I want you even though I haven't seen you for many years! even though we don't talk and you think I have moved on.... even though I see you moving on but I don't do anything cause the odds have always been against us... I want you and probably will always do..

I found that on the internet and instantly loved it - here's a song to go with it :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MP6Gd5RLzxg&feature=related

Backsliding

back·slid (-sld), back·slid·ing, back·slides

To revert to sin or wrongdoing, especially in religious practice.

to lapse into bad habits or vices from a state of virtue, religious faith, etc

backslider  n

slip back to old ways - go astray.

colloquial: to have sex with someone you were previously dating or hooking up with. Specifically after a falling out or bad breakup and tends to make things more complicated.

 

 Now, the story:

 

Yesterday I watched an episode of a TV series about backsliders and I woke up today, after a disturbing dream and I started analizing why my mind plays these tricks on me. Say, I used to be a backslider ( in the colloquial sense) and I was probably the worst kind until I moved on. Oh, that felt so good! 

I keep this habit of reminiscencing  but I don't backslide anymore. Still, I guess humans always backslide. Men would probably call this some other way but they do it, anyway. Is that because we - humans - are so weak? Is it because we like to revolt in suffering? I wonder...

Though we love feeling miserable at times, that feeling of being familiar with someone is surely a strong one and maybe that's what leads us to slip back to old ways. I know I went astray many many times in the past and after some years I got to believe I was going to do that all my life... I really  really don't know if that's going to be the case, hopefully it won't... but I DO have many issues with letting go.... so, how can I tell? right? For the moment, I'll just settle with hope.

My recommendation: if you are sad or angry, just stay away from your cellphone, social networks and other means of communication with your past! :)

Thank you, Morrissey

Anoche él me dio todo lo que esperaba♥

1- The First of the Gang to Die

2- You Have Killed Me

3- You’re The One For Me, Fatty

4- There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

5- Everyday Is Like Sunday

6- When Last I Spoke To Carol

7- Alma Matters

8- I’m Throwing My Arms Around Paris

9- Ouija Board, Ouija Board

10- I Will See You In Far-Off Places

11- I Know It’s Over

12- Let Me Kiss You

13- Black Cloud

14- Meat Is Murder

15- Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want

16- Scandinavia

17- How Soon Is Now?

Bis

18- One Day Goodbye Will Be Farewell

I've waited for so long for someone like you ♥