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Gala

2012-01-27T09:59:00.000-08:00

Gala es un nombre diferenciador, impregnado de "glamour". El nombre de una musa

Análisis por numerología del nombre Gala

Naturaleza Emotiva:

Naturaleza emotiva, amable y condescendiente. Suave, cordial, sagaz. Ama la armonía de las formas y los métodos persuasivos. Le gusta sentirse alabado.

Naturaleza Expresiva:

Se amolda a todo. Se expresa en la jovialidad, la amenidad y la prodigalidad. Ama la dignidad y el renombre, lo bello, lo que crece y engrandece.

Talento Natural:

Es mente de pensamiento impaciente. Se expresa como pensador receptivo, sensitivo y observador en actividades que requieren de la versatilidad, la novedad y la curiosidad. Recibe aumento en los campos de acción que tocan al sentimiento, al deseo de vivir y al de inquirir en todos los campos, más bien como mente directora que como mano ejecutora.
Ama el amor, no por lo que da, sino por lo que es.
Podría destacar en profesiones como vendedora, psicóloga, docente, investigadora, escritora, detective, viajante, corredora de bolsa o de seguros y cualquier profesión que implique manejo de dinero.

Trauma

2011-12-12T04:49:00.000-08:00

There are some things you just can't get over. That's a fact.

One day you wake up thinking that it's ok, you'll be fine after time does its thing and you mind lets go of the terrible memories but no. There it goes again... after a while, a similar event reminding you of all the suffering. You got to grow stronger... you got to let go and move on...

Big girls don't cry

2011-11-30T19:11:00.001-08:00

All you ever wanted came at a high price.

No time for regrets.

You can see the dark ahead and there's no turning back.

Buckle up and fight, you've been on the ground before.

You've been hit harder and made it. All by yourself.

No time for regrets now,

Big girls don't cry...

Stand up and fight this new fight.

Big girls don't cry.

Another memory

2011-11-15T20:55:00.001-08:00

The best you ever had
The best you ever had
Is just a memory and those dreams
Weren't as daft as they seem
Not as daft as they seem
My love when you dream them up
Oh, where did you go?

What are the odds?

2011-11-15T20:52:00.001-08:00

Beetlejuice

and there he is...

creepy... really creepy.

I believe in miracles

2011-09-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

Somehow I didn't use to, now I somehow do.

I'm gratefull for what I was granted on this Sept 29th.

I still feel akward but I guess it's only right.

Love won

Make This Go On Forever ♥

2011-09-29T18:30:00.000-07:00

Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

ALL IN

2011-09-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

I have everything to lose and almost nothing to win but I'm ALL IN.

I've waited and I have to continue waiting but I believe it's worth it.

And I'm all in, nothing left to hide.

I've fallen harder than a landslide,

I spent a week awa from you last night

and I'm calling out your name.

Even if I lose the game,

I'm ALL IN for you,

I'm ALL IN for life.

Restarts

2011-09-25T15:18:00.000-07:00

And I want it so bad to restart that I have to be heard from someone up there. I want it to work, I deserve a second chance.

Lo siento

2011-09-22T09:55:00.000-07:00

Nada cura mi dolor. Es meramente mi culpa esta vez. En realidad no es tanto lo que hice, porque NO lo hice sino el no haber podido parar una situacion que me incomodaba y no haberlo hecho. Lo siento. De verdad lo siento.

Quizas nunca leas esto pero yo quiero que sepas que lo siento. Que nunca te lastimaría. Que todo lo que hice por vos lo hice desde mi corazón y con todo el amor que me salía. Que durante dos años construímos algo hermoso y no puede terminar asi.

Lo siento y no puedo hacer nada al respecto. Que el tiempo cura las heridas? lo dudo. Que el amor todo lo puede? También lo dudo.

Yo te fui, te soy y te quiero seguir siendo incondicional. Lo siento por vos y por mi... porque no sé que hacer. Porque sin vos mi vida vuelve a ser NADA mas que un vacio y ahora más grande aùn porque deje que tu luz me abrazara y me llenara el alma. Porque con vos pude disfrutar los momentos más felices... casi comprendiendo lo que era la FELICIDAD de la que tanto me hablabas.

Lo siento y quiero que vuelvas, que me mires a los ojos y me digas que vale la pena. Que nosotros valemos la pena y que hablando podemos resolverlo. Quiero que me mires como antes y sienta que estas conmigo incondicionalmente. Quiero mimarte, consentirte y que hagas lo mismo conmigo.

Lo siento y quiero que formemos esa familia de la que tanto hablamos, incluso sin hablar y todo a su debido tiempo.

Lo siento porque te duele y por ende a mi me duele el doble. Lo siento porque no puedo demostrarte que si bien fui una pelotuda, no hice nada y sobre todo lo siento porque quizas nunca vuelvas a confiar en mi... inclusive sabiendo que clase de persona soy. Lo siento y no quiero vivir esta vida sin vos, porque sin vos no es NADA mas que sobrevivir. Lo siento, amor. Lo siento.

Words

2011-09-08T22:15:00.000-07:00

Words are like weapons

depending on how you use them, they can be lethal.

Sometimes they cut like a knife and

whether it is rejection or an argument or just a crude remark,

words can hurt more than you can begin to imagine.

I didn't really mean to hurt you

I didn't wanna see you go

I know I made you cry,

but baby life is tough.

(it's not my fault I'm so good with words)

Stop along the way

2011-09-08T21:59:00.000-07:00

Why?

2011-09-06T12:23:00.000-07:00

Giving up

2011-08-09T09:17:00.000-07:00

You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I still do miss you occasionally, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this: no matter what, even through the disagreements, mistakes and the tears we’ve cried, never, ever did I give up on you. So if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.

Growing up

2011-08-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

Have you ever reminisced on something in the past, thinking of every possible way you could have changed it, made it last, made it work? All my life I spent way too much time trying to make things work. I’d make way too much effort on things that wouldn’t be worth it and would be burning myself in the end. I finally realized that I can’t control everything. I spent my days waking up, thinking about it, and going to bed thinking about it - hoping and praying it will come back - nothing lasts forever. We go through our lives thinking about yesterday and not today. Letting go isn’t being weak or giving up… letting go is GROWING UP.

“Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships… it all falls together perfectly, and it’s incredible… it’s those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between that make growing up worth it. And it’ll be okay.” (Dawson's Creek)

FAIL

2011-08-08T22:09:00.000-07:00

And that's the thing about people that mean everything they say, like me. They think everyone else does too.

The Edge

2011-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had to get through a day pretending everything was normal and ok, while all the time you felt like you were carrying a terrible weight of unhappiness inside you?.

I want to stand as close to the edge as I can withoug going over because I'm feeling that kind of tired that won't go away with sleep. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the centre.

Change

2011-08-08T21:58:00.000-07:00

People can change, they just don't because it's easier not to. They are always waiting for their lives to begin, like figuring they'll be someone else someday. But what are they waiting for? All we have is now, don't run from it.

In your dreams

2011-08-08T21:54:00.000-07:00

They say that when you can’t sleep,

you’re awake in someone’s dream

My heart is pounding

the air is gone from my lungs

I'm shivering in astonishment

Sometimes you have to let go

to see if there was anything worth holding on to...

Here you are, a long time has passed

and yet nothing is changed (again).

You make me confused.

When someone is in your heart,

they’re never truly gone.

They can come back to you,

even at unlikely times.

How do you hang on to someone who won’t stay?

And how do you get rid of someone who won’t go?

That's just another big dillema and as such it will remain.

I won’t force myself to have a space in your life,

because if you know my worth, you’ll create one for me.

And if you don't, then what a shame! It's your loss...

I guess, I'll see you in your dreams.

Evil

2011-08-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

The unique and supreme voluptuousness of love lies in the certainty of committing evil. And men and women know from birth that in evil is found all sensual delight.

Charles Baudelaire

Proyectar

2011-06-28T20:04:00.000-07:00

Según el diccionario, PROYECTAR es: idear, proponer, disponer, ver a futuro.

Ahora... hay muchos que le tienen miedo solo a la idea de proyectar algo. De mirar hacia adelante y hacerse cargo y de ahí surge un ¿por qué? que ha sido estudiado y analizado mil veces y como en muchos otros casos, tiene mil respuestas que no satisfacen a nadie y mucho menos a mi.

Yo PROYECTO, vivo el presente con vista a futuro, me aburre quedarme quieta, amo el cambio y la experiencia. Necesito avanzar y probar, equivocarme, aprender y mejorar.

Empujo a gente para que haga lo mismo y capaz AHI está mi error. But again, estoy aprendiendo...

En psicoanálisis, PROYECTAR, es atribuir a otra persona u objeto, los defectos o intenciones que no se reconocen en uno mismo. No debo agregar ni una sola palabra a dicha definición.

Fin.

The Rut

2011-06-23T11:10:00.000-07:00

I am in a rut. A giant bed-shaped rut. A giant bed-shaped month-long rut. I am pretty much wallowing in this ole rut of mine.

I want to get up, get out, honestly I do. I want to be so busy my feet hardly touch the floor, and I want to like it. Now when I'm busy it makes me grumpy and resentful. How dare you take away from my important sleeping time? What do I need to kickstart me? I've tried new music, new food, new activities. It's all one big blah to me.

Maybe this new flat will do the trick, will give me a swift kick up the arse. And then, this new flat brings a whole load of new worries with it... but I can take. I have to...

Feliz

2011-06-22T20:26:00.000-07:00

Solo una vez lejos de acá me desperté mejor, pero no me atreví.

¿Qué garantías tenía de ser feliz? ♪♫

I'm so sick of it

2011-05-14T19:49:00.000-07:00

I want to change it all. I'm going to change it all.

Afraid

2011-05-08T19:39:00.000-07:00

Will I ever get my head around
All the things that I feel good about
that always seem to disappear?
When every time I think
I've got this all worked out.
Something chews me up and spits me out.
But there's nothing left to fear...

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have
No, please don't tell me that
What's lost is lost it's never gonna come back home

I walk in circles when there's no one around
Try to find my own direction
I test the water but it burns my hand
As I disfigure my reflection
I've been a good girl but I need peace of mind

I lie in silence and I just can't sleep
How I long for your affection
My eyes are tired and my body is weak
I'll carry on proving everyone wrong
I will succeed!
What's meant to be is meant to be
it's no consolation!

I 'm caught up in a mystery way
I'm in a constant distant state
I pray for this to always be
The path that has been chosen for me
Cos it's got me spinning round and round, round and round
So high I can't touch the ground anymore
And it's all that I'm praying

I stood alone, the only one
I didn't know I was waiting
For liberty to feel like me
And now I'm here I'm not willing to change but I'm so afraid.

A new beginning II

2011-04-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is gone
And tomorrow is new
Everything that's gone undone
Now its time for you to do
Look forward to a brighter day
And a great expected end
It's a new day and a new beginning

A period in my life is closed and with it a new door opens
The door to INDEPENDENCE and not having to do as someone else wants me to
The door to SELFSUFICIENCY and GROWTH
It's the beginning of MY life for ME.

Read My Mind

2011-04-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

I never really gave up on breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light, I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around!

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
When you read my mind...

edge

2011-03-01T18:16:00.001-08:00

the body stops working as it should and there's no medical explanation
the mind is full of negative thoughts and tormenting images
you want to cry as soon as the eyes open in the morning
the feeling of emptiness is overwhelming
the pain in the chest feels like an ax stuck in it
the dreams are all nightmares
everything goes black and blue
that's when you know you are on the edge
be careful not to fall...

When I see you, I see me

2011-02-20T10:43:00.000-08:00

Travellers Tune más que nunca...

Reminiscences 2

2011-02-15T20:37:00.000-08:00

Esperar que la gente haga por vos, lo que vos harías en su lugar es un terrible error. No se puede seguir perdiendo el tiempo.
Nunca arruines tu presente por un pasado que no tiene futuro... ya no hay confort en mirar para atrás. Solo quedan los recuerdos y el saber que "eso" ya no es lo que uno creía.

Vacaciones

2011-02-11T13:06:00.000-08:00

Me encontré con Wally y por eso desaparecí un mes casi (?)

Unity

2011-02-11T13:01:00.000-08:00

A night like this

2011-01-19T16:24:00.000-08:00

you are just the most perfect thing i've got in this world. It goes deep, it goes deeper than this. I want it to be perfect. I want to change it all. Oh oh oh i want to change. Always and never it is. Forever and a day. I want to be perfect just for you. Oh oh oh i want to change. I want it to be good for good...

A new beginning

2011-01-14T19:21:00.000-08:00

Fear not!

This is other of those moments when I have to stop and start something new.
“The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are.” And that's what I'm going to do. I won't stay in this prison anymore. I'm going to move and look ahead.
Still, “What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from." Thus, this is THE END. The end of a very dark period in my life. What comes ahead is all full of light. I believe there's nothing darker and in that direction I must drive.

The End.

Lo patético

2010-12-17T20:14:00.000-08:00

solo porque me duele muchisimo la cabeza y no puedo dormir aún voy a comenzar con una sección nueva (?) en este blog que tratará de cosas patéticas, como ser:

1) contarle a todo el mundo cuando menstruas es patético, asqueroso e innecesario.
2) conocer a alguien, tener sexo y no cuidarte es patético pero peor aún es dejarla embarazada.
3) mirarte al espejo y verte gorda y fea cuando después vas y te morfas un kilo de helado sola, es patético.
4) estudiar y no presentarse a los exámenes, es más que patético.
5) cambiar el estado de facebook después de una pelea con tu pareja para volver a cambiarlo a las horas cuando ya se "arreglaron" es patético.
6) revisar el facebook cada 10 minutos a ver si alguien te escribió es patético... pero peor aún es ponerte triste si nadie lo hizo.
7) vivir de los demás es patético.
8) la envidia, es patética.
9) ser gay y no asumirlo, es patético.
10) histeriquear, es patético.
11) hacerte el que hablás bien un idioma cuando no tenes ni idea, es patético.
12) pedir consejos y hacer todo lo contrario a lo que te recomiendan, es patético.
13) no hacerse cargo, es patético.
14) ser ignorante, es patético.
15) llamar a tu ex por teléfono y cortar solo para escucharlo/a, es patético.

y así... seguiremos sumando cosas con la colaboración de la gente (?)

Gracias :)

Ahí es

2010-12-01T16:42:00.000-08:00

Cuando todo me supera y siento que me pierdo,
cuando espero más de lo que recibo de la gente,
cuando me desilusiono y no sé qué hacer ni que elegir.
Cuando tengo miedo y cuando la confusion me invade...

pero también cuando todo es calmo y "correcto",
cuando todo es como se supone "debería" ser,
cuando todo es muy "perfecto" y "cómodo".

Ahi es cuando soy realmente un peligro...
Ahi es cuando todo puede explotar.
Ahi es cuando quiero escapar...

2010-11-23T20:04:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I guess I really couldn't care less!
and it feels sooooooooooooooooooo great!

So much to say

2010-10-19T20:18:00.000-07:00

I say my hell is the closet I'm stuck inside
Can't see the light
And my heaven is a nice house in the sky
I got central heating and I'm alright
Yeah yeah yeah can't see the light
Keep it locked up inside don't talk about it
T-t-talk about the weather
Yeah yeah yeah
Open up my head and let me out little baby
'Cos here we have been standing for a long long time
Can't see the light
Treading trodden trails for a long long time, time, time, time, time, time, time

I find sometimes it's easy to be myself
Sometimes I find it's better to be somebody else

I see you young and soft oh little baby
Little feet, little feet, little hands little baby
One year of crying and the words creep up inside
Creep into your mind yeah
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
'Cos here we have been standing for a long long time
Can't see the light
Treading trodden trails for a long long time...........

I find sometimes it's easy to be myself
Sometimes I find it's better to be somebody else

So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say ohh
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
Little baby ahh
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say
Little feet little hands little baby
So much to say, so much to say, so much to say, so much to say

Open up my head and let me out little baby

Save the world

2010-10-19T12:33:00.000-07:00

I got to confess, sometimes I'm a mess
And sometimes I step out of line
Like this old tattoo I ain't shinny or new
With you by my side nothing matters...

2010-10-18T21:13:00.000-07:00

Everything is about choosing in life and it sucks sometimes...

Home is where the heart is

2010-10-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

Según un test mi casa ideal dice de mi:

웃 : Tu casa le dice al mundo que tú debes ser líder.
웃 : Eres un amante de la libertad y una persona fuerte.
웃 : Hablas mucho y eres sociable.
웃 : Eres una persona muy organizada.
웃 : Tu vida siempre está llena de cambios.
웃 : Evitas estar solo y buscas la compañía de los demás cuando es posible.
웃 : Te gusta la emoción y la creas dondequiera que vas.
웃 : Eres una persona extraordinaria pero con los pies en la tierra.
웃 : Tu carácter es fuerte y tendrás éxito en asuntos importantes, sin enfrentarte a muchas dificultades.
웃 : Tienes una personalidad fuerte y te gusta dirigir, controlar e influir a los demás.
웃 : Pusiste una flor en tu dibujo. La flor significa que anhelas el amor.
웃 : Eres una persona sensual, sexual y muy pasional en la intimidad.
웃 : No piensas mucho en ti.

ponele que tanto no se equivoca... ponele...

Late regrets

2010-10-05T12:50:00.000-07:00

'How could I've imagined that a girl as beautiful as that would aproach me because she wanted more than a chat with me? She was way beyond my expectations and above all she was real and interested in me. She smelled like flowers ought to smell and her hair moved with the breeze of a summer night. She was too perfect.'

'What did you do?'

'I talked to her. As if she was a normal person but she wasn't. She was the ONE, the only one... but things are never what we expect them to be, you know?'

'Yeah, I know. But tell me more!'

'Well, eventually I understood she had feelings for me. I had my head above the clouds. Her scent, her eyes and her ways were so unconventional. She captured me in every possible way and yet I was such a coward... She was mine and I lost her...'

'How come grandpa?'

'It's a long and sad story. There were many things in between us and timing was never our friend. We tried but circumstances were stronger than us, they prevented our love from being fullfilled. I didn't fight enough, now I know that... so that's why I'm telling you this boy:

"Don't let her go away. Fight for her if you feel she's the one, if your heart aches when she cries and if you die everytime she says goodbye. Fight your her if you feel alive when she smiles and you cry when she is sad. Try to get her back if someone tries to steal her from you and never, never let her down for she will always be true to you."

I swear grandpa!

Win

2010-09-23T19:41:00.000-07:00

I choose my battles and fight till the end.
I'm going to win this battle too...
I'm going to have a better life...
I always get what I want...
I'm going to have it all...
and that includes...
...YOU...
♥♥♥
♥

He's the cutest

2010-09-20T18:46:00.001-07:00

Llevame ♥

2010-09-19T12:05:00.000-07:00

Puedes sentarte cerca

pronto oscurecera
los ruidos son escasos
hay viento afuera

cuanto podre acercarme?
sin que te muevas
no es necesario todo
no es lo que esperas

llevame, haz crecer mi corazon
y usalo si es que el tuyo se rompio

puedes sentarte cerca
pronto oscurecera
los ruidos son escasos
hay viento afuera

cuanto podre acercarme?
sin que te muevas
no es necesario todo
no es lo que esperas

llevame, haz crecer mi corazon
y usalo si es que el tuyo se rompio

no estas bien
lo que quieras pidelo
buscame cuando no te encuentres vos

1 vez +

2010-09-15T17:12:00.000-07:00

El pasado que dejó sus huellas en mi profundamente marcadas... ya no está presente, duerme en algún lugar que desconozco y es algo asi como un alivio haberme acostumbrado al dolor, hacerme practicamente inmune. Leer cosas viejas y recordar lo bueno, asegurarme que lo que fue, FUE y siempre será así...
Yo no sé olvidar, tengo memoria de elefante y no puedo cambiar... honestamente tampoco quiero ya. El pasado es antecedente de mi presente. Me enseña y me fortalece, ahora soy diferente pero sigo siendo la misma. Porque mi escencia es inmortal. Sé bien que es lo que quiero para mi futuro porque mi pasado y mi presente me lo muestran.

1 vez +

Your Emotions

2010-09-14T20:28:00.000-07:00

I've heard all this before
I've heard all this before

Your emotions make you a monster
Your emotions make you a monster
Your emotions make you a monster
Your emotions make you a monster

Rain

2010-09-14T12:36:00.000-07:00

I've come to realize what the real reason for me liking the rain so much is.

I love the rain because it hides my tears.
I love the rain because it hides my fears.
I love the rain because it makes me forget my pain.

When I'm alone I tend to go out and walk
Somehow the rain washes away my sins
and when I cry, nobody knows.

She touches my face and tells me I have to go on,
that there's much more...
She wets my hair and advises me to forget it all.

I also envy the rain because she does what she wants and not what she could,
I wish someday I could be rain and wash it all away.

I would

2010-09-13T19:17:00.001-07:00

I would do it
I really would if circumstances were different...

I just sometimes can't take this anymore,
doing all I can to please everybody and not getting anything in return.
Crying alone so as not to bother people and because I don't want to explain what I know they won't understand, smiling my way into society as if I was really happy and shit like that.
I just sometimes can't do this anymore.
I just sometimes don't want to anymore.

I would... I really would if only...

I'm here!

Inception

2010-09-02T20:32:00.001-07:00

peliculón de los ultimos tiempos!

Heavy Rain

2010-09-02T12:40:00.000-07:00

Heavy rain pouring down from the skies
makes me feel alive
fresh drops wash away the stains of time
heavy rain comes down purifying my mind
makes the pain want to hide
and I no longer want to cry...

1

2010-08-29T19:58:00.001-07:00

Mil cosas pasaron en mi vida y unas tantas más pasarán. Me gustaría que vos te quedaras conmigo hasta el final del camino y tal vez un rato más.

Te amo 365 veces más que el día en el que todo cambió. ♥♪

I'm a total artist (H)

2010-08-26T22:05:00.000-07:00

Myself admiring my work of art :)

Romeo and Juliet

2010-08-25T17:00:00.001-07:00

Encontré esta imagen en la net y me hizo acordar a esta canción:

A lovestruck Romeo, sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

Juliet says, "Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack"
He's underneath the window, she's singing
Hey, la, my boyfriend's back"
You shouldn't come around here, singing up at people like that
Anyway what you gonna do about it?

Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet and you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin
Now you just say, "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him"

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, "I love you till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

I can't do the talk like the talk on the TV
And I can't do a love song like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything but I'd do anything for you
I Can't do anything except be in love with you

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, the bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

A lovestruck Romeo, he sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
He says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

Lullaby for you...

2010-08-24T11:15:00.000-07:00

Babe just don't be blue,
Gal's gonna sing you a lullaby.
Be still, be calm, be quiet now my precious boy.
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more.

Hush my love now don’t you cry
Everything will be all right
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep

As I drift off to your world
Will rest in peaceful sleep
I know there’s one thing that you showed me
Just give love to all. Let's give love to all.

Kiss your past good-bye

2010-08-24T11:12:00.001-07:00

Finders keepers losers weep
Down on 42nd Street
Oh, bare-foot children cryin' my,oh,my
I watched you on the avenue
While other men were having you
I think that you should let your caged bird fly

And Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye, yeah
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye

I've been so lost I must confess
I've had my share of loneliness
But yeah, it's hard to keep a good man down
The loves you lost were all in vain
The past lives on inside your brain
I don't think you need those memories hangin round
Yeah

Good-bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
You gotta let it fly
And Kiss Your Past Good-Bye

(Oh, Kiss Your Past Good-Bye)

And if that bird don't fly away
There's just one thing I got to say

It's later than a deuce of ticks
Your broken heart, it needs a fix
You're feedin' off a high that would not last
And people they don't seem to care
And sorry just don't cut it, yeah
It seems to me you're gettin' nowhere fast

So Kiss...Your...Past
Or kiss your ass good-bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
It's no marks if you cry
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Kiss Your Past Good-Bye
Or kiss your ass good-bye
Yeah

compound of things

2010-08-19T19:17:00.000-07:00

shivers
blushes
trails
laughter
looks
kisses
tension
emotions
shared things
music
thoughts

among other things make life better,
it's all about the small things,
no doubt about that ♥

Resolución

2010-08-12T12:10:00.001-07:00

Huellas en la arena
Rápidamente borradas;
La mentalidad de la costa.

Ir a la playa significa caminar al aire fresco, escuchar el sonido de las olas, sentir la arena rechinar bajo nuestros pies. La delgada cinta entre la tierra y el océano es un lugar perfecto para entender la mentalidad de la sabiduría. Tal como hay un balance dinámico entre la arena y el agua, así también hay un equilibrio dinámico entre el lado inactivo y el lado activo de nuestras mentes. Tal como la arena está siendo lavada constantemente, así también deberíamos mantener nuestras mentes libres de impresiones persistentes.

Con frecuencia dejamos que los pensamientos, arrepentimientos y dudas de actividades pasadas se transfieran al presente. Eso nos lleva al conflicto. En vez de dejar que eso suceda, deberíamos actuar sin dejar consecuencias. Esto requiere de gran rigurosidad. Tal completitud es desafiante, pero el tener éxito es vivir con perfección. Al resolver los problemas de cada día a nuestra máxima satisfacción, logramos la sublime pureza de una playa constantemente bañada por las olas.

Tracers

2010-08-10T17:20:00.000-07:00

It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning
It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning

Dreams
They fade, disappear in the light
They're lost when you open your eyes
She's somewhere out there
Out of reach and out of sight

It's sweeter to stay true to what we knew and to live in the world without her
It's sweeter to stay true to what we knew and to live in the world without her

Dreams
When you wake, disappear in the light
They're lost when you open your eyes
She's somewhere out there
Out of reach and out of sight

Somewhere out there
Walking in this neighbourhood
Leading our parallel, never-touching lives
Lives that seem as ephemeral and fleeting as our dreams

Dreams
They fade, disappear in the light
They're lost when you open your eyes
She's somewhere out there
Out of reach and out of sight

It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning
It's better to have sweet dreams about her and forget it all in the morning

The only thing...

2010-08-10T12:28:00.000-07:00

When I come to realize I don't have many things I care about anymore.
I have a spoonfull of friends and that's all I need. I grew wise and learnt it's not necessary to have 200 friends when you can never count on them.
I have a pet and it provides me with unconditional love.
I have money to buy almost everything I want.
I have my record colection and my movie collection at hand.
I have my memories, my dreams and hopes.
I have some experience and wisdom at my early age.
I have children that life provided me with and sometime I will have my own.
I have a serious relationship with someone I can rely on. Still...
The only thing missing is you...

Compromiso

2010-08-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

La presa pasa por delante del tigre, quien
A veces solamente mira,
A veces se abalanza sin vacilación,
Pero que nunca falla en actuar.

La vida es una constante serie de oportunidades. Si no estiramos la mano hacia las cosas, si no aprovechamos lo que viene hacia nosotros, no podemos estar en armonía con la naturaleza esencial de la vida.

El tigre es de esa misma forma. Se ajusta a cada situación que venga. Si encuentra una presa y no está listo para cazar, la dejará ir. Pero no ha fallado en actuar. Ha dejado escapar la presa a sabiendas, y eso es muy distinto de quien pierde una situación por reflejos lentos o por inhabilidad. Cuando el tigre quiere su presa, se abalanza sobre ella sin ningún pensar o vacilar. No hay moralidad, no hay culpa, no hay problemas sicológicos, no hay ideologías que interfieran con la pureza de su acción. Esta gracia en acción sin mácula es llamada no-acción.

Esto es compromiso. Lo que sea que venga a ti, debes enfrentarlo de alguna manera. Lo recibes, y podrías alterar la circunstancia y dejarlo ir, o podría interponérsele algo personal, o podrías dejarlo pasar a sabiendas. Hagas lo que hagas, no hay necesidad de ser apático hacia la vida. Por el contrario, la completa participación en todas las cosas, es el camino más seguro hacia la felicidad, la vitalidad, el éxito y un profundo conocimiento del Tao.

The secret of life

2010-08-02T16:58:00.000-07:00

If there's something going on I'm bound to be there. If there's trouble I'm always near.
Danger dame. Over the edge. Absolutely mad. Pretty as a pistol. Lovely as the autumn breeze and cruel as a snake. Loveable and hateable.

I ♥ myself and you can either love me or hate me. I don't really care.

One day you'll see that life isn't about finding yourself... it's about creating yourself! I'm on that track.

MDQ

2010-07-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

Hacia esos aires me dirijo... Asi la paz del mar en invierno. Deseos de bajar decibeles y de resetear la mente. Quizás algún día sea mi hogar. Ojalá ♥

Una Tarde Gris en Paz

2010-07-13T13:45:00.000-07:00

Una tarde gris
Una taza de té caliente
Tom Waits seguido por Proyecto Verona y un par más del estilo
Una buena vista a la naturaleza
La perfecta compañia de mi perra, Mía...

faltan un par de cosas pero se puede decir que son los ingredientes básicos para que por 2 horas al menos hoy haya tenido paz.

Recomendación

2010-07-06T13:29:00.000-07:00

A todos uds, amantes del rock especialmente británico, les recomiendo este peliculón. Que si son como yo, hasta pueden llorar un poquito.

A veces ♥

2010-06-29T19:15:00.001-07:00

Hoy me preguntaba porque muchos de mis escritos comienzan con "A veces" y me respondía simplemente... si... suelo rebuscarlo todo, lo sé. Pero hoy fue una respuesta simple: "Porque no existen los absolutos, Gala!" y claramente fue una paff a la cara... siempre tengo la respuesta para la gente y cuando es conmigo me cuesta tanto a veces... ven? A VECES!
Asi que decidí no cuestionarme más los porqués de la escritura y plasmar este texto aquí que como ya adivinaron comienza con: "A veces"

A veces me ahogo y todo me cuesta horrores, otras veces te miro y sé que estoy mejor y los dos vamos a estar muchisimo mejor aún. A traves de tus ojitos achinados y brillosos, bien oscuros y con una manchita y veo un jardín de paz que calma mis fieras. Tu sonrisa, reflejo de tu alma pura e inocente, que deja ver los dientitos más lindos del mundo y mantiene tu niñez a flor de piel, ilumina mis días grises. Tus manos gigantes que me agarran fuerte y me dan seguridad, son el mejor sostén que puedo pedir. Tu pecho amplio y firme, cofre que encierra lo mejor que tenés, que es tu corazón inmenso y fuerte... único, es donde obtengo mi mejor descanso. Vos sos. Si, vos sos. Cada día estoy más segura y lo mejor es saber que de una u otra manera yo soy. Si, yo soy para vos también.

Todo lo sano y verdadero que nunca tuve, todo lo puro y natural que siempe soñé. Esosomos y sos tan lindo, tan pero tan lindo que se me sale el corazón del pecho de solo pensarlo. TE AMO.

64 Ways of saying I love you

2010-06-29T10:17:00.000-07:00

Don't compare them to anyone.
Be courteous at all times.
Embrace the present moments without fear or guilt.
Live by the Golden Rule (Do unto others as you would have them do unto you).
Give your full attention when talking.
Become their biggest fan and cheerleader!
Toast each other over breakfast or dinner to say I love you.
Tell them how they bring love to your life.
Laugh about kids quotes on love or events.
Talk about your day during mealtimes.
Read books aloud together.
Say you're sorry.
Recall good and bad memories.
Let go of the past to say I love you.
Do nothing together.
Encourage health in all its forms.
Trust your partner enough to cry together.
Act silly together.
Be lavish in praise.
Ask questions about opinions, feelings, thoughts.
To say I love you, forget about labels.
Encourage adventures and risks!
Show your joy when they come home.
Bake cookies.
Leave stress at work to say I love you.
Use flannel sheets in the winter.
Solve problems together - such as crosswords or Suduku.
Show your gratitude for them.
Be a good sounding board.
To say I love you, take pride in them -- and show it.
Compliment them in front of others.
Spend time with them.
Listen.
Ask for hugs and kisses.
Take vacations together.
Tell the truth to say I love you.
Use pet names to say I love you.
Practice self-acceptance.
Hunt for treasure together.
Be interested in their interests.
To say I love you, let go of jealousy.
Accept their weaknesses and flaws.
Ditch work or responsibilities to play with them.
Be yourself.
Share chocolates, ice cream sundaes, milkshakes.
To say I love you, ignore slights.
Pray or meditate together.
Practice forgiveness.
Watch classic movies together.
Leave notes or send letters.
To say I love you, buy a "for no reason at all" gift.
Don't gossip or judge.
Give the benefit of the doubt to say I love you.
Give space when they're in a bad or sad mood.
Learn something new together.
Go dancing.
Keep your promises to say I love you.
Make them laugh.
Consider their feelings.
Learn ways to rekindle the romance.
Hide a treat in their lunch.
To say I love you, make home a fun place to be.
Let them make their own decisions.
Say what you mean when you say I love you. Say why.

I wanna make it wit chu

2010-06-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

You wanna know if I know why?
I can't say that I do
Don't understand the evil eye
Or how one becomes two
I just can't recall what started it all
Or how to begin in the end
I ain't here to break it
Just see how far it will bend
Again and again, again and again

I wanna make out-(tis differs from the original title)
I wanna make out wit chu
(Anytime, anywhere)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it witchu
(again and again and again)

Sometimes the same is different
But mostly it's the same
These mysteries of life
That just ain't my thing
If I told you that I knew about the sun and the moon
I'd be untrue
The only thing I know for sure
Is what I won't do
Anytime, anywhere and I say

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(Anytime, Anywhere)

I wanna make it
(Again and again, yeah yeah)
I wanna make it wit chu

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(Again and again)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
(You)

I wanna make it
(Again and again, yeah yeah)
I wanna make it wit chu
(Anytime, anywhere)

I wanna make it
I wanna make it wit chu
Again and again and again and again and again)

I wanna make it

RIP

2010-06-24T07:38:00.001-07:00

Another night with no chance of resting. Nightmares preventing me from letting a long day go. You are in them... why can't I let you go? Why do I dream of such violence? Why can't I forgive you and even worst, why can't I forgive myself for the few times I ill treated you?
If I had the chance to see you once again and talk to you, I'd tell you I'm sorry for not being able to fix you. I'd tell you I love you and I forgive you for all you've done and I'd ask you if you are feeling any better now that you're dead. I'd hug you and try to take a mental picture of you so it can never get erased. I miss you so freaking much everyday and I don't know what to do when instead of appearing in my pleasant memories... you hount me like a ghost.
I wish I could let it all rest in peace...

You own a room in my mind

2010-06-03T19:12:00.000-07:00

I wish I was able to keep all the words shared so they would never escape.
I wish I could keep them in my mind and repeat them from time to time.
I wish memory was not so weak as to let them slip away and leave an empty space.
I wish the good things from the past stayed alive forever as the dreams I have are.
I wish I was alive in you as you are alive in me... endlessly.
I wish to always walk with a smile in my face when I think of you.
I wish I don't forget it all someday.
I wish for the both of us and I verbalize.
I wish for impossibles that maybe are not so.

As the fear fades away

2010-05-30T12:08:00.000-07:00

As the fear fades away and the old familiar sting disappears, I remember everything I have undergone. It still hurts but now I believe I can manage sometimes.
What I have become through the experiences and what's ahead does not torture me anymore... All those who went away and those yet to come...
The darkness sorrounding me now has a soft light shinning through and telling me it can be done.
If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself, I would do it all over again, I would find a way.

Diamante

2010-05-10T18:57:00.000-07:00

Ser
Soñar
Cambiar Temer
Sentir Esforzarse Dar
Pesadillas Dolores Placeres
Odios Amores Rencores
Perdones Ilusiones
Ambicionar
Ver

es todo parte de un gran conjunto... manejarlos es lo complicado.

8 meses

2010-04-30T13:11:00.000-07:00

8 meses y parecen muchisimos más... ya te di mi regalo en forma de video hace unos días y tu reacción fue la que esperaba :) no lo subo a internet porque xdjabdba vos sabes ;) ;)
Si miro para atrás no puedo creer donde estamos parados hoy y cuantos obstaculos superamos en el camino... pero todo valió la pena :)
Te amo y saber que vos me amas como me lo demostrás me hace saber que todo puedehacerse realidad.
Gracias amor!

Behind

2010-04-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

I see black - what will you do?
I see blue - nothing you can do...
I am what I am and there's nothing you can do...
take it or leave it alone... solve it from scratch with no in-betweens... that's the way it should be done. Too bad things do not work that way... I'm tired and scared. I don't want to hurt anymore, no more pain inside please. I'm more than jaded. Just help me leave the past behind...

2010-04-27T17:59:00.000-07:00

weird freaking coincidences - which definitively do not exist in my mind... 9.13 and 9.14 almost same timing - damn... freaking bizarre :O

2010-04-17T14:20:00.000-07:00

"Hay gente que se conoce tan bien que advierte a los demás acerca de cómo son. Digamos, no le dan mucho futuro a la relación desde antes de que empiece. Pero gracias a la confianza que generan al confesar su perspectiva, logran establecer una relación".

Never Understand

2010-04-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

The sun comes up another day begins
And I don't even worry about the state I'm in
Head so heavy and I'm looking thin
But when the sun goes down I wanna start again

You never understandin'
You never understand me
Yeah

Don't turn around until you look at me
Why don't you take a second and tell me what you see
Things I see you only disagree
You never understand that's what I want to be

You never understandin'
You never understand me
Yeah

Not wishing to hide but you just can't see me
I tell you the truth but you don't believe me
Thinking of love but I can't hear what you're saying
Tomorrow I'm leaving
Cause I'm not understanding you

mix

2010-04-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head, I should have known better

Yes I am
Yes I am
Forever black-eyed and guarantee to cause a fuss

Yes I am
Yes I am
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than he desert me

Yes I will always
Yes I will always
Put on my best smile,
But underneath I'm a broken girl.

He'll never get me,
He will never understand
No one will ever understand...

Hold your breath and count to ten,
And fall apart and start again,
Hold your breath and count to ten,
Start again, start again...

New Glasses

2010-04-07T17:13:00.000-07:00

unfortunately they do not change my view of the world...

2010-04-07T17:07:00.000-07:00

I can't remember how this got started but I can tell you exactly how this will end... well, I die young.

Cherry Tree

2010-03-31T19:15:00.000-07:00

Algo que siempre soñe fue tener un jardín con un cerezo en el medio. Amo los colores, el "aroma" del cerezo... su misticismo... algún día tendré un cerezo... y quizas algún día me lo tatue también.

Silencio

2010-03-26T20:56:00.000-07:00

Busca el silencio.
Goza en silencio.
Adora el silencio.

Al progresar en el camino, uno busca el silencio más y más. Será un gran bienestar, una tremenda fuente de consuelo y paz.

Una vez que encuentras la profunda soledad y calma, habrá un gran gozo en tu corazón. He aquí finalmente el lugar donde no necesitas defensa ni ataque -el lugar donde puedes estar verdaderamente abierto. Habrá dicha, asombro, el sobrecogimiento de alcanzar algo puro y sagrado.

Después de eso, sentirás la adoración del silencio. Esta es la paz que parece eludir a tantos.

Fidelity

2010-03-20T11:23:00.000-07:00

Fidelity is the quality of being faithful or loyal. Its original meaning regarded duty to a lord or a king, in a broader sense than the related concept of fealty. Both derive from the Latin word fidēlis, meaning "faithful or loyal"

In modern human relationships, the term can refer to sexual monogamy. In western culture this often means adherence to marriage vows, or of promises of exclusivity or monogamy, and an absence of adultery. However, some people do not equate fidelity in personal relationships with sexual or emotional monogamy.

Now really, I'm all in for respect but I do not believe human beings are capable of such feeling 24/7... And after years of listening to people going about this topic I have to say I've developed some kind of lack of trust in people when it comes to Fidelity...

(Post motivated by another incredible story I heard about this topic)

and now - the best song that talks about this:

(shake it up)
i never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind all these voices
i hear in my mind all these words
i hear in my mind all this music
and it breaks my heart(x2)
and it breaks my h-h-h-h-eart(x2)
suppose i never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose i never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so so-o-o-o-oft
suppose i never ever saw you
suppose you'd never ever called
suppose i kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall
just to break my fa-a-a-a-a-a-ll (x3)
break my fall(x2)
all my friends say that of course it's gonna get better
gonna get better
better (x7)
i never loved no body fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
i got lost in the sounds
i hear in my mind all these voices
i hear in my mind all these words
i hear in my mind all this music
and it breaks my heart(x2)
i hear in my mind all of these voices
i hear in my mind all of these words
i hear in my mind all of this music
and it breaks my heart(x2)
and it breaks my h-h-h-h-eart(x3)
and it breaks my heart(x6)

Estas cosas solo me pasan a mi...

2010-03-15T19:04:00.000-07:00

Estas cosas solo me pasan a mi... sin duda solo me pasan a mi.

Cuantas veces repetí esa frase ya perdí la cuenta... si, mi vida es de telenovela... sería un best seller... lo sé.
Algún día lo escribiré todo y mis hijos se llenaran de plata... pero vivirla cuesta tanto!
Ser el sostén de medio mundo es tanto peso y más cuando yo no quiero que nadie tenga que ser mi sostén.

A veces solo quiero ser invisible. A veces no quiero que me encuentren.

My Happy Ending

2010-03-15T19:02:00.000-07:00

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Odio Argentina

2010-03-11T13:39:00.001-08:00

Odio Argentina, odio que me hagan perder el tiempo, odio los medios de transporte publico, odio el caretaje, odio lo pacato, odio que me digan como me tengo que vestir, odio a los vecinos chusmas, odio que me digan como tengo que enseñar, odio que me obliguen a hacer cosas que no me parecen útiles y odio que me boludeen. Maldita sociedad enferma!

sure thing...

2010-03-08T16:50:00.000-08:00

You are a sexy unconventional beauty, who is a born sex kitten under your forcefull tough shell... Never shy, you aren't afraid to tell a guy what to do and how to do it! All I can say is men better watch out for you!

You're a man-eating Bombshell who loves trouble. Men drop at your feet and you love it, but you're not without your tender side, and know when to let the man go.

you're so much fun! you love and enjoy music and everything that comes with it ,you are very self confident so you do whatever you want and you do it well basically becouse you're full with originals ideas.

Conversation ♥

2010-03-01T20:35:00.001-08:00

He comes for conversation
I comfort him sometimes
Comfort and consultation
He knows that's what he'll find
I bring him apples and cheeses
He brings me songs to play
He sees me when he pleases
I see him in cafes
And I only say, hello,
And turn away, before his lady knows
How much I want to see him
She removes him, like a ring
To wash her hands
She only brings him out
to show her friends
I want to free him.
Secrets and sharing soda
That's how our time began
Love is a story told to our friends
It's second hand
But I'll listen to his questions
I'll give my answers when they're found
He says she keeps him guessing
I know she keeps him down
She speaks in sorry sentences
Miraculous repentances -
I don't believe her.
Tomorrow he will come to me
And speak his soul,
endlessly and he'll ask me why -
Why can't I leave her?
He comes for conversation
I comfort him sometimes
Comfort and consultation
He knows that's what he'll find.

I am ME

2010-02-28T15:07:00.000-08:00

I am hard to classify and even more difficult to understand.
I never ask for people to understand me since I've given up on understanding others. Acceptance is key.
I think things a lot more than what I verbalize... and I keep too many thoughts to myself that continue to rot inside of me.
I am sincere and sometimes even blunt, I hate lying above all things.

I am all that I've become after years of suffering and learning, I am a result of changes and pain. I am all the wrong and all the right mixed up in just one being. I am broken. I have been patched but I can never be whole again... not any more.

But after all these years... I am what I want to be, no matter what... I am ME.

I love US ♥

2010-02-28T14:59:00.000-08:00

I love it when I can feel you smiling in the middle of a kiss and I love all your hugs.
I love it when you stare at me and I can see through your eyes.
I love watching you sleep and I love waking you up in the morning.
I love cooking for you and your way of always saying nice things.
I love every minute spent by your side and I loathe every minute we are apart...
I love you but more than that... I love US. ♥

Hallelujah, I Love Him So ♥

2010-02-17T16:05:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you 'bout a boy I know
He's my baby and he loves me so
Every morning 'fore the sun comes up
He brings me coffee in my favorite cup
That's why I know, yes I know
Hallelujah I just love him so

When I'm in trouble and I have no friends
I know he'll go with me until the end
Everybody asks me how I know
I smile and tell them he told me so
That's why I know, oh I know
Hallelujah I just love him so

Now if I call him on the telephone
And tell him that I'm all alone
By the time I count from one to four
I hear him on my door
In the evening when the sun goes down
When there is nobody else around
He kisses me and then he holds me tight
He tells me, "baby everything's all alright"
That's why I know, yes I know
Hallelujah I just love him so ♥

Hoy puse mis ojos en tus manos ♥

2010-02-17T15:40:00.000-08:00

Hoy puse mis ojos en tus manos
vos lleválos donde quieras
y mostráme
lo que ves
cuantas cosas pasan cerca mío
por estar en otro lado
casi nunca las miré

Quiero como lo escribió John Lennon
ver cielos de mermelada
por favor mostrameló
quiero ver mis ojos en tus manos
y tener otra mirada
por favor mostrameló!

Hoy puse mis ojos en tus manos
aunque estén un poco rojos
por favor llevatelos
a veces lloran un poco
y otras giran como locos
siempre buscan un poco de amor.. ♫♪♥

The best of them all ♥

2010-02-16T20:00:00.000-08:00

Porque vivis en mi día a día acompañandome y haciendome ser mejor persona. Te amo!
Felíz cumple abu tato ♥

Take a Chance

2010-02-14T18:48:00.000-08:00

Whatch-you gonna do when it all breaks down?
Take another heart through this lonely town?
Whatch-you gonna do when she turns around,
And says "I never even thought that you'd be messin' 'round."
But then you dance dance dance with the woman who lets you,
How's it going to feel, until I catch you,
What you gonna do when she turns around,
And says "You broke another heart that was broken down."

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
Is a cross, that you bear,
When it's coooooooooooooooooooooooooooold,
Why don't you leave me alone?

Take a chance, with a woman who lets you,
Take a chance, with a woman who lets you,
How'd you gonna feel when it's all found out,
Chase another heart that was up and down?
Whatch-you gonna do when they turn around,
And say "They never ever thought that you'd be messin' 'round."
And then you dance dance dance with the woman who lets you,
How's it going to feel, until I catch you,
How d'ya gonna find what she had in mind?
If you keep tearing out the pages of an aliby.

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
Is a cross, that you bear,

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
Is a cross, that you bear,
When it's coooooooooooooooooooooooooooold,
Why don't you leave me alone?

Take a chance, with a woman who lets you,
Take a chance, with the woman who lets you,
Take a chance..
Take a chance..

Ohhhhhhh
Whatch-you gonna do when it all breaks down?
Chase another heart thats been run around?
How d'ya gonna feel when it settles down?
You said "I never ever thought that I'd be messin' 'round."
But then you dance dance dance with the woman who lets you,
Whatch-you do until I catch you?
How'd you gonna feel when she turns around,
And says "You broke another heart that was broken down."

It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
It's a crying shame,
That the love you've made,
It's a crying shame,
That the looooooovvvveee, won't leave you alone.

Coffee Art

2010-02-12T20:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday threw everything at me

2010-02-02T20:20:00.000-08:00

Switch on the light
between each other
elevate it to your side
now im nervous
it's time to tell you honestly
so we can alter history

You are, first on my list,
When everything around is gone i know
You are, first on my list
When everything is shown up for what it is

Plastic flowers that fight for colour
Shadows floating on the ground, that always follow
Like international acclaim, it comes and goes never the same

You are, first on my list,
When everything around is gone i know
You are, first on my list
When everything is shown up for all it is

And i will run with you
sunlight will break into my eyes
And it seems like you plugged the world in
'cause sunlight is streaming from your eyes

You are, first on my list,
When everything around is gone i know
You are, first on my list
When everything is shown up for all it is

Let's take our time, won't change over night
we've got a chance we didn't have before
Let's take our time, won't change over night
we've got a chance we didn't have before

You are, first on my list,
When everything around is gone i know
You are, the first on my list
When everything is shown up for all it is

Taoísmo III - Lineamientos Generales

2010-01-28T20:45:00.000-08:00

1. Lao-Tsé: 604 AC. "Tao Te King".
2. Preconiza: Armonía del hombre con el Tao, al curso etéreo y dialéctico de los acontecimientos.
3. Reprueba: La guerra, la resignación, la codicia, los prejuicios, los convencionalismos, los tabúes, la desigualdad, la sumisión, el sometimiento dogmático a normativas absolutistas o preconceptos prejuiciosos (lealtad filial, nacionalismo, legalismo, sumisión al culto, etc.).[1]
4. Preceptos: No posee un dogma al cual los fieles deben limitarse.
5. Virtudes: Piedad, magnanimidad, abnegación, bondad, sacrificio personal, plantar árboles (entregar algo a la naturaleza u otros humanos), hacer caminos (en los mismos modos que los árboles), ser introspectivo, ser analítico, contemplativo y meditativo, fomentar la honestidad y la equidad, enseñar al que no sabe.
6. S IV-II AC.: Influencia en la alquimia, medicina tradicional china, magia y la adivinación, por lo que se convierte en culto popular. Posteriormente influyó en las artes marciales, con sus conceptos de Chi aplicados tanto a la salud como al combate, surgiendo así diversos estilos de Kung Fu Taoísta (principalmente en la Montaña Wudang), y también disciplinas como el Chi Kung y el Tai Chi.
7. S II DC.: Zhang Dao Ling: Taoísmo como religión (su primer pontífice); el sacerdote imperial Zhang Dao Ling sincretiza la religión tradicional china con el Taoísmo, para "renovar" el culto religioso imperial e imponer su forma de taoísmo teísta como doctrina de culto, a pesar de que esta interpretación religiosa es contraria a la ideología taoísta netamente filosófica que proponían Lao-Tsé y Chuang-Tsé - 1927: El pontificio es abolido por el gobierno Chino.
8. Promete la inmortalidad, en su sentido religioso como forma de "vida eterna", pero en su sentido filosófico como alegoría de un concepto ontológico impulsor de la "autosuperación".
9. Observación fundamental: Alcanzar la inmortalidad, "longevidad en plenitud", "las personas que viven en armonía con la naturaleza son inmortales".
10. Lao Zi es deificado como Dios Taoísta, "un inmortal" (héroes folclóricos, generales famosos y sabios), tomandose como tal esta idea de las deidades solo por los seguidores del taoísmo religioso, siendo tales alegatos rechazados por el taoísmo filosófico.
11. Se mezcló con elementos del confucionismo, budismo y creencias locales (Taiwan hace 300 años), formando un sincretismo religioso que no es compatible con los conceptos originales del Tao Te King de Lao-Tsé.

Lo nuevo: adoración de los antepasados de cada uno, solo por parte del taoísmo religioso, pero no asimilado por el taoísmo filosófico.

Taoísmo II - Fundamentos

2010-01-28T20:34:00.000-08:00

El Taoísmo establece la existencia de tres fuerzas: una positiva, otra negativa y una tercera, conciliadora. Las dos primeras se oponen y complementan simultáneamente entre sí, es decir que son interdependientes de manera absoluta y funcionan como una unidad. Son el Yin (fuerza negativa/sutil, femenina, húmeda...) y el Yang (fuerza positiva/concreta, masculina, seca...). La tercera fuerza es el Tao, o fuerza superior que las contiene.

El significado más antiguo que existe sobre el Tao dice: "Yi Yin, Yi Yang, Zhè Wei Tao", es decir, "un aspecto Yin, un aspecto Yang, eso es tao".

Puede ejemplificarse esta concepción a partir del significado de las palabras: "Yang" literalmente significa la ladera luminosa (soleada) de la montaña, y "Yin" la ladera oscura (sombría) de la montaña; entiéndase la idea de montaña como símbolo de "unidad". Así, aunque representan dos fuerzas aparentemente opuestas, forman parte de una única naturaleza.

La igualdad entre las dos primeras fuerzas entraña la igualdad de sus manifestaciones consideradas en abstracto. Por ello el taoísta no considera superior la vida sobre la muerte, no otorga supremacía a la construcción sobre la destrucción, ni al placer sobre el sufrimiento, ni a lo positivo sobre lo negativo, ni a la afirmación sobre la negación.

Las cosas cotidianas e insignificantes tienen un significado mucho más profundo del que nosotros le damos.

Cuando Lao Tse habla del Tao procura alejarlo de todo aquello que pueda dar una idea de algo concreto. Prefiere encuadrarlo en un plano distinto a todo lo que pertenece al mundo. Porque el Tao "es" como el espacio vacío para que se manifieste el todo.
"Existía antes del Cielo y de la Tierra", dice, y, efectivamente, no es posible decir de dónde proviene. Es madre de la creación y fuente de todos los seres.

El Tao tampoco es temporal o limitado; al intentar observarlo, no se lo ve, no se lo oye ni se lo siente. Es la fuente primaria cósmica de la que proviene la Creación. Es el principio de todos, la raíz del Cielo y de la Tierra, la "madre" de todas las cosas. Mas, si intentamos definirlo, mirarlo u oírlo, no sería posible: el Tao regresa al No-Ser, ahí donde es insondable, inalcanzable y eterno.

Todas las cosas bajo el Cielo gozan de lo que es, lo que es surge de lo que no es y retorna al No-Ser, con el que nunca deja de estar ligado.

El mundo de los seres puede ser nombrado con el nombre de No-Ser y el mundo de los fenómenos con el nombre de Ser. Las diferencias recaen en los nombres, pues el nombre de uno es Ser y el del otro, No-Ser, pero aunque los nombres son distintos, se trata de un solo hecho: el misterio desde cuyas profundidades surgen todos los prodigios.

Al encontrar el camino que conduce de la confusión del mundo hacia lo eterno, estamos en el camino del Tao.

El taoísmo excluye el concepto de ley y lo sustituye por el de orden. Es decir, las cosas son de determinada manera debido a que su posicíon en un universo en permanente movimiento les confiere una naturaleza que las obliga a ese comportamiento.
Tao es el nombre global que se da al orden natural.

El objetivo del Tao es enseñar al hombre a integrarse en la naturaleza, enseñarle a fluir, a integrarse en sí mismo en concordancia y armonía. El Tao no es un creador porque nada en el mundo se crea ni el mundo es creado. Enseñar a compenetrarse con esta naturaleza y armonía de tal modo que llegue a experimentar en su propio cuerpo sus ritmos vitales. Sintonizándose el cuerpo humano mediante una serie de ejercicios con estos ritmos, ganando así serenidad mental y energía física.

Observando de la perspectiva del Tao, se ve cómo todas las cosas se elevan, se vuelven grandes y luego retornan a su raíz. Vivir y morir es simplemente entrar y salir. Las fuerzas de la mente no tienen poder sobre quien sigue el Tao. El camino del No-Ser lleva a la quietud y la observación, y conduce de lo múltiple al Uno. Para poder recorrer ese camino hace falta preparación interna. Mediante la práctica espiritual, la perseverancia, el recogimiento y el silencio se llega a un estado de relajación que debe ser tan sereno que posibilita la contemplación del Ser interior, el alma, y así se logra ver lo invisible, escuchar lo inaudible, sentir lo inalcanzable.
Lejos de una amoralidad o de una moralina latitudinaria, el taoísmo preconiza la armonía, allí está el bien, un absoluto sobre las relatividades.
Ésta ética se refleja en el arte.

Taoísmo I

2010-01-28T19:53:00.000-08:00

Creo que en lo que va de este blog nunca hablé de una de las cosas mas importantes en mi vida: mi filosofía. El camino que elegí hace muchos años y me cambió para bien.
¿Como llegó a mi el TAO? Pues bien, cuando era adolescente mi vida era un caos en todo sentido. Un día estaba buscando la etimología del nombre que se me había ocurrido ponerle a mi futuro hijo... cosas que todos hemos hecho de jóvenes. Dicho nombre era TAO y fue ahí cuando encontré varias páginas que me llevaron a adentrarme en esta filosofía...

El taoísmo, palabra derivada de un caracter del idioma chino que se lee Tao. Este término a menudo suele ser interpretado como "vía" o "camino", más bien podría entenderse como "intuición, sensibilidad, espontaneidad, vida" o de manera más abstracta como "sentido".

El Taoísmo se desarrolló a partir de un sistema filosófico basado en las escrituras de Lao Tzu. El texto que se da por sentado escrito por Lao-Tzu o Lao-Tse es el Tao Te Ching o Tao Te King. Lao Tzu, se supone que vivió durante el siglo VI a. C. y, por ende, tradicionalmente se fecha en ese siglo la redacción del Tao Te Ching, aunque se conjetura que es una recopilación hecha por varias personas.

La esencia de la filosofía taoísta se encuentra en el Dao De Jing (El Clásico de la Vía y su Poder, o del Camino y su Virtud, entendiendo ésta como "naturaleza propia").

El objetivo fundamental de los taoístas es alcanzar la inmortalidad, si bien, a veces no se entiende ésta literalmente, sino como longevidad en plenitud. De la misma manera, se decía que las personas que vivían en armonía con la naturaleza eran inmortales.

La antigua forma del Taoísmo era la de una corriente filosófica y no una religión, por lo que los antiguos pensadores interpretaban por "inmortalidad" el hecho de "autosuperación" del propio ser en comunidad con el entorno, lo que implica buscar la superación y el progreso personal y colectivo, en base a la mutación constante que enseña el Tao.

Posteriormente, el taoísmo se mezcló con elementos del confucianismo, budismo y la religión folclórica. La forma concreta de religión taoísta que fue llevada a Taiwán hace unos 300 años es típica de esta tradición. La característica más distintiva de la práctica actual es la adoración de los antepasados de uno, junto con las deidades taoístas, lo que muestra el claro elemento tradicionalista del confucianismo y el culto religioso de las creencias míticas de Asia, las cuales ambas no eran válidas para los antiguos pensadores taoístas como Chuang Tsé.

Aqui es donde yo hago un quiebre... yo sigo la doctrina tradicionalista del Tao, con el fin de la autosuperación, el progreso personal y el de mi entorno agregando también la adoración de los antepasados (dos de mis abuelos).

continuará...

I ♥ Dr House

2010-01-26T19:23:00.000-08:00

"People choose the paths that grant them the greatest rewards for the least amount of effort."
"You can have all the faith you want in spirits, and the afterlife, and heaven and hell, but when it comes to this world, don't be an idiot. Cause you can tell me you put your faith in God to put you through the day, but when it comes time to cross the road, I know you look both ways."
"I don't ask why patients lie. I just assume they all do."
"Are you ... comparing me to God? I mean, that's great, but just so you know, I've never made a tree."
"It's a basic truth of the human condition that everybody lies. The only variable is about what. The weird thing about telling someone they're dying is it tends to focus their priorities. You find out what matters to them. What they're willing to die for. What they're willing to lie for."
"If you can fake sincerity, you can fake pretty much anything."